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May 31, 2010

Jim's Story - part twenty-two

Date: Sun, 20 Dec 2009 23:17:09 -0500
From: randolphus


Jim's Story by randolphus
first part linked here


part twenty-two - Carmen takes over


Carmen came into my office, and I asked her: "Miss Carmen is it
okay if I do the toilets a little early like at four instead of
four-thirty."

She said it was okay with her, but everyone leaves at four and I
would find the place busy. I found her very sympathetic. Her
next sentence blew me away.

Carmen said: "Your wife, Sarah, and your Mother-in-law are going
to visit Sarah's sister for a week, and you will be staying with
me. Your wife told me to make you work hard and maintain strict
discipline. She gave me a cane."

I said: "I will serve you to the best of my abilities, Miss
Carmen."

She said: "Your wife said you can cook and do laundry and clean
house and do hair and nails and you can give a good massage."

I said: "I would be happy to do those things for you, Miss
Carmen."

She said: "Are you saying that because I have a cane?"

I said: "No ma'am, not at all, I look forward to pleasing you
every way I can."

She said: "Go do your afternoon toilet cleaning, and then we
will go to my apartment."

I said "Yes ma'am and curtseyed."

The toilet was a disaster area, there were towels on the floor,
un-flushed toilets, one of the sinks had water in it. There were
fingerprints, lipstick and tape on the mirror. Of course I
cleaned it all up, but it took thirty-five minutes.

I reported to Carmen.

She said: "It took you more than a half hour; I can't keep
ignoring your time. Since it was only a couple of minutes, I'll
let it pass, but you're warned."

I said: "Thank you ma'am."

She said: "Here is your suitcase, and you can chauffeur me." She
handed me her car keys.

I carried my suitcase, her briefcase, and I followed her to her
tiny Corolla. I put the suitcase and briefcase into the tiny
trunk, and held the door for her in the back seat. And I got
into the drivers seat. She gave directions and it wasn't far
from the office.

I opened her door, took the stuff out of the trunk, locked the
car and handed her the keys. I followed her up a flight of
stairs, and admired her legs and behind.

She unlocked her door and I followed her in. What an incredible
pig sty; clothes everywhere; food left out; dishes in the sink.
It was a one bedroom, one bath apartment. There literally was
nowhere to sit. Stuff was on the chairs and on the sofa, the bed
wasn't made, there were clothes on the chair in the bedroom. The
table in the dining area had mail, newspapers, magazines, carry
out containers, and cooking utensils piled, maybe three feet, in
places.

Carmen said: "The place is a mess and you're going to clean it
up."

I said: "Yes ma'am."

She said: "Here is what we're going to do: first - I want the
hair trim, the pedicure, the massage and the bath, then I'm
going out. I'm going to put you into the corner. When the door
closes you will get busy and clean up and be done when I get
back and standing in the corner. Is that strict enough?"

I said: "Yes ma'am."

She said: "This time you're not getting any slack for being
slow. I will really beat you if you're not back in the corner
when I get back."

I said: "Yes ma'am."

She said: "Let's see what's in your care package."

I couldn't see a horizontal surface that was clear. She brushed
the clothes on the sofa onto the floor and put the suitcase on
the sofa. She opened it. Thoughtful Sarah had sent a paddle, the
cat with nine tails, a gag, collar with snap attached, and
handcuffs. She also had packed several shirts and slacks and
underwear for me. Carmen had me explain what each thing was and
my experiences with it. I guess they call it painful memories.

I said: "Miss Carmen, can we estimate the time we have before
you go out and a guess when you will come back?"

Carmen said: "You are not allowed to ask impertinent questions."

I said: "How can I budget the time if I don't know how much we
have?"

Carmen said: "Sarah said you like to argue and it is irritating,
I can see why she likes to cane you."

I said: "Yes ma'am, if we clear this chair I can start on your
hair."

She said: "Just dump it on the floor; you'll pick it up later."

I said: "Where are the scissors, Miss Carmen?"

She said: "Look in the drawers in the kitchen."

I trimmed her hair and thinned it a bit so it was 'looser.' I
had found the clippers and files and started on her hands, then
her feet, where I got my first look up her skirt. I found her
polishes and remover in the bathroom cupboard. While she was
drying I put everything I used away. I was memorizing where
things were kept.

She said: "I saw you look up my skirt, did you like it?"

I said: "Yes ma'am."

Carmen said: "For that you will wash my panties and bra by hand
and iron them."

I said: "Yes ma'am."

Carmen said: "You may undress me."

I unbuttoned the dress in the back and pulled it over her head,
careful of her fingernails. I unsnapped her bra and noticed she
had lovely breasts, then I pulled down her panties and I wanted
to kiss her pussy. But I didn't.

I led her to her bedroom; I had pulled up the covers, and let
her lay on a beach towel I found. I also found some baby oil. I
warmed some in my hands and got to work. I love touching females
all over. I started with her toes, the backs of her legs, the
buttocks, the back and neck. Then I turned her over. She was as
relaxed as a rag-doll.

Carmen said: "Would you like to eat me."

I said: "Yes ma'am."

A bed is not the ideal place to massage or go down, but I wasn't
complaining. I was licking and sucking and she was really
getting into it. After she seemed to have come twice she pushed
me away and told me to finish the massage. I started at the
neck. By the time I touched her pussy she put her hand on mine
and I had petted her to number three going on four when she
pulled my hand away and told me to finish.

Her bathroom was a cesspool. I managed to clear enough away so I
could run her a bath. I used shampoo in lieu of bubble bath. I
made it extra warm. I used a washcloth and got to really feel
her up.

Then I got to dry her, another joy. Then we played the dress her
game.

I'm not allowed to ask where she is going, how long she will be,
but I'm supposed to clean her house before she gets back.

She was leaving to go out and all I could do was curtsy. I was
not allowed to say be safe, or have fun, etc.

I started in the bathroom because of my recent experience. A
small apartment bathroom is easy. I would have done the kitchen
next but there were so many dishes all over the apartment, I had
to go around and pick up everything on the floor, put away or
throw away. I had a huge throw away pile. I went through her
mail. Bills and official correspondence, one pile, everything
else throw away. I was going to do the drawers and cupboards,
but what if she came in the door? Would I hear her car?

It was almost 11:00. I would much rather clean than stand in the
corner. But what to do? I had already washed her undies and they
were drying over the shower curtain pole. I had filled three
thirty gallon trash bags with stuff to throw away. I had
vacuumed the carpets; there were windows and drawers left. Then
I heard a car park. I ran into her bedroom and stood in a
corner.

I heard the key in the lock and Carmen came in and shrieked with
pleasure. She came into the bedroom and saw me in the corner.
She didn't say I could come out.

Carmen said: "This is so wonderful. I'm going to keep you
forever." I heard her undressing.

Carmen said: "Pick up my clothes and put them away, then you can
come into bed with me."

I said: "Yes ma'am."

Carmen said: "I'm going to put into my notes that you stood in
the corner for four hours."

Carmen said: "In my opinion you get four gold stars."

I said: "Thank you Miss Carmen."

Carmen said: "You can come and worship my body until I go to
sleep."

I thought that meant kissing her all over but she corrected me
and my nose was in her ass with my tongue. She went to sleep
pretty quickly.

I thought this was almost a vacation. But I had to remind
myself, she can do whatever she wants, I can only do what she
lets me. Perhaps she will let me clean her windows and
straighten her cupboards.

I woke early and checked out the refrigerator, there wasn't
much, no eggs, there was no coffee anywhere, I wondered what
this woman ate.

I slipped back into bed with her and cuddled up behind her. A
little later she woke. Her hand went to my corseted penis. Then
she turned over, facing me. She kissed me; I kissed back and got
my arms around to hug her. We kissed for a while then I sensed
she wanted me to slide down and I ended up between her legs.

The world had become the feel and taste and smell of Miss
Carmen. I recall there was no air. She was so responsive, my
lips touched her pussy and her ass and thighs tensed. I was
going to eat her forever. Finally she grasped my hair and pulled
me up. She said I was all red and perspiring, and I was
definitely out of breath. We hugged and kissed.

Lying in her bed, I said: "What do you eat for breakfast?"

Carmen said: "Nothing here, I go to Starbucks and have coffee
and a pastry."

I thought that was expensive and not the best for her health,
but I wouldn't dare say anything.

She said: "I go to mingle with my friends, not to eat."

She said: "I'm going in a little while, do you want to come?"

I said: "Miss Carmen, I have to do what you tell me to. I would
love to hang out with you this morning; normally I'm put to
work."

She said: "Aren't you finished cleaning up?"

I said: "I haven't cleaned the windows, and I haven't
straightened the cupboards."

She said: "You can do that tonight during your corner time, I
have a date tonight."

I said: "Yes ma'am."

I offered to help her get dressed. Her lingerie drawer was a
mess. But I found a pale blue set of panties and bra, and I put
them on her. I couldn't resist kissing her thighs, back and neck
as I put the clothes on her. She started responding, and in a
few minutes, her panties were back off and I was on my knees.

I used a warm wash cloth to clean my saliva off her pussy while
she sat on the toilet wearing only her blue bra. I kissed her
tummy when I finished. That set this woman off again. I was on
my knees on the hard tile floor in her bathroom.

Finally we were off to Starbucks. I asked for her keys and she
said she would drive. I opened the car door for her.

Starbucks was crowded but Carmen spotted her friends sitting at
a large table. We joined them there; I had to round up some
chairs. Carmen introduced me and no one cared. Evidently Carmen
has lots of guys coming around. I asked Carmen what she wanted
and asked the group if I could get something for them.

I brought back the coffee and pastries and tried to join into
the conversation. They were talking about someone who I didn't
know. Later I realized it was a television character; I kept
quiet.

When we left, Carmen suggested going to the store. I thought
that was a good idea. I said: "Miss Carmen, I would love to go
to the store, but you don't have to ask me, I would love to do
anything you want to."

She squeezed me with her arm. She said: "You may not say that
after I get you back to the apartment. Your wife emphasized that
the most serious offense is failing to address me with respect.
I realize you didn't want to attract everyone's attention at
Starbuck's. But you have to be punished, and I will try out the
cane."

I said: "Yes, ma'am." I wondered why she felt this obligation to
carry out punishments.

It turned out that we did not go to the store to buy food and
supplies for the apartment, we went to buy the different kind of
personal products for the toilet at the office. I offered to
make breakfast every morning if we had food. Carmen filled a
separate basket with pastries, coffee, yoghurts and granola and
some fruit. I asked for some eggs. I had to check out with the
basket filled with a variety of tampons and other products not
normally bought at the same time, especially not by a man. The
checker gave me a funny look, but took my money.

We arrived back at her apartment and I put away all the food we
bought. I offered to help her get ready for the evening; washing
or ironing, or anything.

Carmen said: "You are just trying to delay your punishment.
Strip off your clothes."

I said: "Yes ma'am;" And took off all my clothes.

She held the handcuffs. She said: "Hands behind you."

She handcuffed me and told me to lie across the chair she pulled
out.

She said: "Here are the rules: You will say 'Thank you Miss
Carmen' and count the stroke. You may not shout or scream, if
you do, we will start over, you will be gagged and you will get
ten extra. Same thing if you move. I will rope you to the chair,
we will start over, and you get ten extra."

Carmen said in a sweet tone: "I know this will hurt, it's
natural not to want it, but you have to take it."

Crack

"Thank you Miss Carmen, one." My god that really hurt. I felt
her hand on my butt feeling where she had just struck me.

She said: "They will be a little harder now."

"Yeoww, thank you Miss Carmen, two." I was worrying I couldn't
take this.

She said, "no talking except what I told you." She felt my butt
again and said, "this is good."

Crack.

"Thank you Miss Carmen, three." That really hurt.

Crack....

"Thank you Miss Carmen, Nine."

Crack

"Thank you Miss Carmen, Ten." I was sweating, and my eyes were
filled with tears.

Carmen said: "Are you going to forget saying Miss Carmen."

I said: "No Ma'am."

Carmen said: "Get up, and stand in the corner."

She stood behind me and felt my butt again, rubbing all over.
She said: "You have nine clear stripes. I should have repeated
the first one so you would have ten. Oh well next time it will
be ten." She walked away.

I heard her turn on the TV. I heard the time several times. I've
been standing here nearly an hour. I thought Carmen was going to
be easy but I will have to be careful. I don't know what Sarah
has told her. The TV went off.

Carmen unlocked the handcuffs. She said: "Get dressed and make
me lunch."

I said: "Yes Ma'am." Just like with Kathleen I thought.

I said: "What would you like, Miss Carmen."

She said: "Surprise me."

I made a fried egg and cheese sandwich and I cut up some of the
fruit we bought. I served the sandwich on a plate, the fruit in
a bowl and a glass of water. I told her it was ready. I slid her
chair in and spread a napkin on her lap. Then I stood waiting
for her to eat.

Carmen said: "Did you make some for yourself?"

I said: "Yes Ma'am"

She said: "You don't have to stand there. Bring it in; you can
sit on the floor at my feet. If you look up my skirt, I will
spank you later."

I said: "Yes ma'am, thank you ma'am."

I wondered if she wanted me to look. I did. She noticed and
smiled. I ate my sandwich enjoying the views.

I cleaned up the kitchen, while Carmen lay down.

I started cleaning cupboards. There was so much trash like old
receipts, papers with notes on them, old telephone books and
other junk that all went into a thirty gallon garbage bag. I had
finished about a quarter of them when Carmen called me. I
curtseyed and waited for her.

She said: "Why don't you get undressed and come under the
sheets."

I said: "Yes ma'am." I quickly undressed; slid under the sheets
and snuggled up to the warm Carmen.

She said: "I'm trying to nap because I will be out late tonight.
Help me fall asleep."

I was a little puzzled.

She said: "Your mouth on my pussy now."

Okay, I did that, and she came very quickly, then again.

She said: "Now worship me."

I knew what that meant. I tried to insinuate myself into her
ass. I think she has a thing about this. But I accept other
people's kinks after all. After a few minutes I could tell she
was asleep.

I thought I'd better take a nap too because I probably will have
to wait up for her.

I woke and it was five-thirty already.

I gently tapped on Carmen's shoulder: I said: "Miss Carmen, wake
up, its five-thirty."

I started filling the tub. I came back to the bedroom and she
had gone back to sleep. I nudged her awake again. She looked so
desirable, sleepy, naked, hair mussed. I gave her my hand, and
she pulled herself up.

She sat on the toilet, and I patted her dry and helped her over
to the tub. As I washed her all over I craved her body so much
that I know she noticed. But she was into her own imaginings. I
had to add hot water twice. I didn't find a robe, but she had
slippers, and a small blanket that I wrapped her in after I
dried her.

Carmen said: "I want the underwear you washed and ironed."

I put them on her. I worked on her hair and applied make up a
little differently than she normally wore it. I defined her eyes
more. I could tell she liked it because she kept looking at her
self.

Carmen said: "I need to spank you, but I don't want to muss
myself now. Tomorrow I will give you double."

Carmen said: "I don't know what to wear.

I said: "I bet the black dress you have makes you look
fabulous."

She said, "I'll try it, you will have to hang it back up if I
don't like it."

I said: "Yes ma'am."

I put a grey slip on her, then the black dress, and she did look
great. She has a slim body with excellent boobs and the dress
conformed very well.

I looked in her jewelry drawer and found white pearls, and put
them on her.

She said: "It really shows off my figure."

I feared telling her how much I liked her figure would get me
into trouble.

I said: "Will you wear hose?"

She said: "What do you think?"

I said: "If you wear something sheer it will enhance the
elegance, but if you wear something gray or black it will make
it look collegiate."

She said: "I have very sheer pantyhose."

I knew where they were and put them on her, which made me really
hot for her.

She said: "Your wife told me you had a problem lusting when
dressing her, but I don't mind you lusting."

I said: "You have a beautiful body."

She said: "I also know that you're not allowed to say things
that sound like you're making a move on me. So if I was inclined
I would have two good reasons to punish you."

I said: "Thank you Miss Carmen."

I found a pair of patent black high heels with straps. They were
dirty and dusty. I cleaned them up and offered them to her. She
said she really liked them, and I put them on her. The overall
effect was fantastic. What I did to her eyes made her look a
little more mysterious and wise. She looked in the mirror for
more than a minute, and liked what she saw.

She said: "It's six-thirty and I won't be picked up until seven.
So you can start standing in the corner in my bedroom now. When
I'm gone, you can clean the windows, clean out the drawers and
cabinets, and clean up the mess we made getting dressed, and I
want you to wash my panties and bra and pantyhose and find a
place where they can dry. Tomorrow you can iron them. Remember
you must be up and standing in the same corner when I come back.
I probably won't be back before midnight but I might be. Work
hard and eat whatever you can find. You may not leave the
apartment."

I said: "Yes Ma'am." And I curtseyed. And I went to her bedroom
and stood facing into the corner.

I felt like Cinderella must have, I dressed the lovely Carmen to
go out on the town, she didn't tell me where she was going. She
left me to do chores. Carmen has gotten the hang of being a
mistress, but she seems more interested in getting the work done
than my punishment quotas. She evidently was given instructions
by Sarah.

From a few steps from the doorway, I was visible to Carmen. So I
had to stand still, but when she returned, I had only seconds to
get back into the corner.

I dislike standing in the corner or being restrained for long
periods. It's so easy for my mistresses to put me there and I
really suffer. About half an hour may not seem like a long time
but I was unhappy having to stand there while my lovely mistress
sat fifteen feet from me waiting to go out. Once again I was
facing how I was no longer a person.

Finally I heard the doorbell, the door opened, voices, the door
closed, and I concluded I was alone. The lack of a good-bye
reinforced my forlorn thoughts.

I got to work. Mostly the work was uninteresting. About ten-
thirty I was done. All her chairs had panties, brassieres and
pantyhose draped over them for drying.

I had dinner. I figured that I could be standing in the corner
from nearly anywhere in the apartment within the time it took to
unlock the door. The big danger was falling asleep. Kathleen
would have fastened me to the hook. Life is easier with Carmen.

I opened Carmen's lap-top and checked Kathleen's and Sarah and
my investments. I read some company reports, but I was getting
sleepy. I closed the lap-top down; it was not an allowed
activity. I made coffee to help stay awake.

It was almost two when I heard a car stop outside. I ran to the
corner and composed myself.

Minutes later the door was unlocked and my mistress entered. I
heard the door close. I didn't move.

Carmen said: "There's no place to sit in here."

I didn't know whether to reply to that.

Carmen came into the bedroom. She said: "There is a coffee cup
on the sink. I said you could find something to eat. I didn't
say you could trash the place."

I don't want to answer that.

She said: "Take off my shoes."

I knelt down and took off her shoes. She looked a little
disheveled and was a little drunk. But I could tell where this
was going.

She said: "Remove my pantyhose and panties."

I did; I said: "Miss Carmen, may I take off your dress also?"

She stood up and turned around. I unzipped the dress and she
stepped out of it. She sat back down pulling up her slip and
roughly grabbed my head. She said: "You better be good."

I licked and sucked for a long time before she came. I thought
she might have had sex earlier because she smelled different and
the alcohol may have played a role. It took so long that her
hands were behind her supporting her. She didn't say to stop so
I carried on. I think we set new endurance records, but she
finally came again. And said "Stop; finish undressing me and
hang up my dress."

I said: "Yes ma'am." And took off her brassiere and hung up her
dress. I went with her to the bathroom and washed her pussy.
Then tucked her in and she invited me to worship her until she
fell asleep.

read part twenty-three here

2010-05-31 ( 9 edited messages )

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Re: C: men imprisoned and milked in high tech stalls
Date: 19 May 2010 14:17:15 -0000
From: stevek128


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Re: C: slave penny's adventures
Date: Sat, 22 May 2010 02:13:14 +0000
From: penny slave


Penny's punishment

We left off earlier with me facing 60 strokes due to a weakness
in my character.

Before we changed our relationship, I was a chronic masturbator.
I don't think my mistress actually knows the extent. Usually it
was an average of at least once a day. She then figured that
most of my bad behaviour was due to this. Now she decides when I
orgasm. If I behave poorly, or disrespectfully, I can give up
any hope of cumming.

Luckily so far she has decided to show pity on me about once a
week. This is a dramatic decrease from before. After about six
or seven days, I feel that I will do anything to cum, and she
takes advantage of it. Usually I have to complete some extra
chores, such as cleaning the floors on my hands and knees, to
earn my orgasm. This of course is no guarantee! The only real
guarantee is that she will get what she wants.

Getting back to the 60 strokes; the original number was thirty.
I asked permission to go into the closet, the only place I am
allowed to wank as she does not want to see it, when to my
amazement she agreed. "But the punishment is doubled."

Since I am a simple creature who can only think with his penis,
I readily agreed.

After I emerged from the closet, she gestured to the bed with
her paddle. I lay on the bed and awaited the first stroke. The
first thirty were the regular discipline strokes which are
designed to remind me of my place. These were delivered hard,
and I kept count. They were hard, but I was not prepared for the
punishment strokes which she applied full force...

I gasped, my head raised up and I managed to say "31" I managed
to take the rest without losing count.

After that I had to sleep on my stomach.


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Date: Wed, 19 May 2010 20:10:01 -0700 (PDT)
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C: Hood Reviews - FemDom rubber fetish reality
Date: Mon, 24 May 2010 10:23:05 +0100
From: rfrub


Hood Reviews - A FemDom/male-sub history.
A leather and rubber fetish real life journey.


If when i was twenty, you had told me that i would spend many
years of my later life, regularly hooded, as a live in slave to
a Dominant Female, i would have probably have been somewhat
surprised, uttered a nervous laugh, told you to "f off" or used
some other choice phrases.

The idea even then was not utterly unfamiliar. i had been buying
porn since my mid teens and was aware of the various "types" of
possible relationship. But being a hooded slave would not have
connected up with me at all. Earlier on, in my school-life, i
had been bullied and nor had home been a terribly happy place
either. Aged twenty, i had finally escaped home and was
beginning to discover life could be enjoyable.

The route to becoming a hooded slave started simply enough. A
student field trip to London in 1984 saw an idle hour or so in
Soho. A pair of rubber sheath briefs hanging in a window caught
my eye. i thought they looked different. They might make
cleaning up afterwards easier. They were bought and it was not
long before i realised the very special hold rubber had on me.
But not hoods.

Some time passed. i found myself in a relationship. Almost
without realising it or talking about it, we both decided it
would be Fem Dom. Very funny that, it really "just happened".
Soon after we started dating, She made clear She was in charge
of the sexual agenda. And although the language was not there at
the outset, from then onwards i had been collared and it was not
long before i was literally collared.

Being collared was the first effective step to realising i would
become a hooded slave. i realised there was much more to sex
than cock play and that my Mistress wanted to control and know
all of me. Conquering my head, both heads, linking them
together, making me understand they were two ends of the one
organ became a group of ideas that i slowly grew to understand.
Being sexual had for years been a cock thing, now She taught me
to see it as a whole person thing. All of me would serve Her and
lust.

It was in that context one particular issue of Shiny was read.
Late 1980s. Issue 27 of Volume I. A fantasy story "Weak in the
presence of Booties".

Initially i could not get why a beautiful blonde one moment, the
next had her individuality lost as "the tight rubber hood was
vulcanised onto her head" - and a tight leather collar/chain
leash added for good measure. i found myself coming back to this
story, i still do. Why? Why would she want to wear such a thing?
i had by now been wearing rubber for a few years and i began to
ask myself "would i allow my head to be hooded like this?". What
would it feel like, what would it mean?

Even without wearing one, i began to associate the words
surrender, capitulation, slavery with the hood. Capitulation,
handing over my head. Mistress was teaching me about my two
heads being one and how She would control them.

Rather reluctantly - at first - i began to see the logic that if
my cockhead had become used to a rubber "hood" or sheath (always
relied on them for birth control) then logically so should my
other head be sheathed.

Quite apart from any physical feelings, i had not a clue what
the consequences of wearing a hood would be. i could understand
that accepting the hood would be to make a physical statement to
Mistress about my relationship to Her and to lust.

In all the years that have followed, the hundreds and probably
thousands of times that i have been hooded, Mistress has herself
only tried a hood less than a handful of times. So She is never
hooded and Her explanation is that in our relationship, only the
slave wears the hood. This gets the story to the moment when we
agreed i would buy a hood. A straightforward Latexa roll on.
Since when the collection has grown to a current tally of nine
hoods.


The Latexa roll on

The first purchase. There's still one of these around. Probably
on generation three of these. They do wear out and eventually
rip. i learnt that roll ons are not the easiest of hoods to don.
They certainly have their role. i know i struggled to put it on
the first time. Felt quite panicky and silly. All the ones i
have had have just had nose holes and to lose sight and to have
to learn the breathing technique, combined with the assault on
smell and taste and feel that donning a rubber hood brings, all
at once, is quite an ordeal.

i do remember i managed to calm down and make a decision that
once it was in place, it had to stay there and i had to go
through to orgasm with it on. It certainly needed willpower that
first time but there was something inside me that was urging me
to persevere, some recognition that this was how it had to be.

i managed to calm down and with my other head in sheath briefs
started to work myself. That first time it did not take too long
and i immediately wanted out of the hood afterwards. It had been
quite emotional but through a gamut of conflicting feelings and
thoughts, i realised that things had changed and that the hood
would go on again.

It certainly did. We learnt about the role of talcum powder in
easing the donning. Slightly mixed blessing that. Talcum does
make wearing rubber much more straightforward and will extend
the life of rubber clothing but there are health issues. Regular
breathing of talcum is not recommended.

As we explored we quite soon learnt that there are other
possibilities with hoods which obviate the talc challenge - see
later. One person on a list recommended cornflour as a harmless
substitute for the talc. Never been too sure whether she was
jesting.

Although initially it was about learning to accept being hooded
when wanking, quite soon the move came to full intercourse
hooded and with the collar and lead on. We soon discovered that
this was "us". It handed control to Mistress. Submissive
tendencies are massively encouraged if all you are wearing is a
rubber hood with no vision and your collar and lead are
constantly being tugged.

Since then it has been a regular way for us to do what we have
to. i began to understand that being hooded "eased" the cut-
loose. That the hood took me to another realm in the way that
when i am commanded to enter Her, my other head is taken. i
began to see the sheathing of both heads as being about
submitting to this other realm. Letting Her and lust have their
way with me. i began to realise that this was the safest form of
sex. Not asserting myself but allowing both my heads to realise
themselves by sharing in submission and obedience.

It took a little while to learn all this but over time, i came
to relax with the idea that i had become a hooded sex slave.
From there i began to explore much more deeply the world of the
hood. A bit like cars, they come in all sorts of shapes and
sizes, all capable of achieving completely different outcomes.
As a beginner i had little idea of the incredible diversity
possible. i was exploring the internet and, with Mistress, real
sex shops and beginning to appreciate what might be possible.

i remember an incredible e-conversation with a lady in
Shropshire who told me about a multi-tail rubber pony hood she
had someone make for her. It allowed her to tie herself with her
hair into the hood. The thought of being tied into your own hood
struck deep into me. Allowing the hood to become part of who you
are.


The Leather Hood

A visit to a sex shop led to the second hood purchase. i wonder
if you recognise this? You go into a sex shop and occasionally
something connects instantly. A whoosh of "energy" flows and you
feel instantly connected to a garment or toy. You can sense it
wants you to buy it. Certainly does not happen every time but on
a handful of times it has with us. A process that has produced a
Mistress belt for Her, a chastity belt for me and other items.

One of those occasions saw us buying our first leather hood.
Leather is different to rubber. i probably prefer rubber's
encompassing taste / smell / texture and She probably prefers
seeing me in leather. As She moved to train me to sleep hooded,
something that took years and can still defeat me, i learnt it
was easier to sleep in a leather hood. Just that tiny bit less
tormenting.

The leather hoods (we bought the first one and after about 20
years, we got a local manufacturer to make a copy) are
associated with an "easy time". It remains humiliating to know
it has to be worn. Both have rear zippers, a mouth zipper and
eye holes. The slightly looser fitting nature of leather makes
breathing easy. The rear zippers make wearing and donning
straightforward.

Mistress can enjoy spending hours polishing both my heads and
takes me to a weird sort of "dreamland". We call it "prepping"
and eventually it becomes the precursor to Her having Her way.
It has taught me to wait and wait and wait. Sometimes for days
at a time until She requires me.

Meanwhile i have been trained to do day to day tasks, to cook,
to write, to clean in the leather hood. It is possible to do the
same in the rubber ones (newer Daxine ones, see below) but even
after many years i have to admit to finding it a struggle to
concentrate for any length of time in a rubber hood. One way or
another i end up thinking about only one thing even if i have
been trained to wait.

A regular use of the leather hoods is for massage. Mistress
loves a regular full body massage which i have learnt to
provide. We get through a lot of Johnson's Baby Oil. Baby Oil
and rubber do not mix. The opposite for the leather. So very
often the massage is undertaken with the slave masseur hooded in
leather.

So the leather hoods have become comfortable everyday wear.
Seeing myself hooded is a constant reminder of who i really am
and who i really belong to. The newer leather hood was bespoke
made and i can recommend this. The fit is exact, the rear zipper
closes right down and an eyelet beside the end of the zipper
tracks means it can be padlocked on.

The sensation of knowing that a hood is "locked on" is profound.
It reinforces the sense of being the prisoner of the hood and
the humiliation of knowing that i have chosen this path is
exquisite. My choices have got me into the hood but i am no
longer in charge of its removal. i am its slave.

The experience of having to go to a fetish leather worker and
submit to the fitting process for the new hood was pretty
profound too. Having to acknowledge to a stranger, a craft
worker, that i was simply a sex slave who needed a new hood.


Cunni Hood

A quick note about the next purchase. A version of a roll over,
a simple Latexa cunni hood (you remember those Latexa adverts
promising unimaginable pleasure?). How accurate they proved to
be!

Quite early on in the hood affair, we bought a cunni hood. A
simple rubber pull on with eye openings which also assist
breathing and a very clever tongue moulding. i can only describe
this as sucking the tongue into its hold. i certainly find it
very hard to wear without the tongue being pulled out and held.
Once in that state, everything else comes naturally.

In our relationship i quickly discovered i longed to be Queened
and to service my Mistress orally. i love her taste and although
the cunni hood would appear to prevent that, in fact as i serve
her She starts to drench me in juice and this makes its way into
the mouth. The combined taste of Her honey and of the latex
ensures i continue to work.


The Daxine Hoods.

Unfortunately Daxine are no longer operating. Perhaps a decade
ago, they had quite a name in rubber fashion. They worked out of
East Lancashire i think and shops like Cathouse (which is still
on the go at Liversedge) sold their products. It was one visit
to Cathouse that saw us find a Daxine slave hood. We had wised
up to the idea that it was time to move on from rubber moulded
hoods.

A visit to Daxine was always enjoyable. The girl who i think was
the proprietrix struck just the right note to ensure a
submissive male like me would purchase.

The Daxine hood was shown off as a hand-made item which with a
rear zipper overcomes the talc challenge. It was described as a
slave's hood and to justify that there were two vertically
zippered flaps over the front. These covered the nose, mouth and
eye holes. This was the first time a rubber hood allowed me
those luxuries but the ability to have that area zipped away
with the flaps, just reinforced the loss of control over such
basic functions.

So for something over a decade the Daxine products have been
part of my life. Products, because like the leather hoods, it
became clear it was worth buying another. i think i ended up
with a large and a medium fitting and discovered the
considerable difference in effect between the two. The smaller
one was far more assertive and constraining although with the
stretchiness of rubber both could be fully zipped shut.

They are worn easily with a collar locked on over them which
makes their removal practically impossible. It took a good long
while but finally i learnt to sleep regularly in them. Usually
for no more than 5/6 hours after which the torment becomes too
much. Sometimes in the depths of a cold winter, it really has
been pure comfort to spend the full night zipped away in one.

Mistress discovered that their nature enabled her to manipulate
me and the house work. i had grown up in a very traditional male
dominated world. My army officer father expected his wife to do
every last jot of domesticity and i was certainly not expected
to lift a finger. Mistress has retrained me in many respects and
this has included numerous aspects of housework. However I've
always baulked at the toilet. i don't do that. Not unless a
Daxine hood is brought out and i am otherwise rubbered up. Then
i will put every effort into creating a shining toilet bowl.

So the Daxine hoods are used for housework, as night wear and of
course for play. So much has happened to me in those hoods. Too
much to recount but they have helped re-write my attitude to
women, pleasure and lust.

One regular technique is that i have to work unselfishly at her
pleasure trained not to cum myself. A special signal whereby i
am signed off to take my pleasure comes when the zippered flaps
of the hood are shut by Her. Before that moment, the release is
not permitted and i would endure punishment for misbehaviour,
but from that moment, shut away in the black grip of the hood,
lust is allowed its final way with me. Irrevocably orgasm has
become associated with the utter helplessness of being
completely sealed up and held.


Sealwear Hood 4438

One of the most famous names in the rubber fetish fashion scene
is Sealwear from Dorset. i had often toyed with ordering
something. It might surprise the reader but we don't spend that
much on fetish! We share many diverse interests and fetish is
not at the top of the spends. That said we also rate fetish as
providing incredibly good value for many. i think the Daxine
hoods were about seventy-five pounds each and they have provided
days upon days of wear.

However as the years passed, it was obvious they were starting
to wear. Seams would need re-gluing in. A stretchiness would
develop that was too free. They're still worn but they're now
like old friends rather than instruments of discipline and
training. It was time for an upgrade and i favoured Sealwear
with the order. A good relationship with a bespoke supplier
counts for much and i would recommend Regina who fronts
Sealwear. She explained in great detail the extra features of
their product that justified a premium price. And when their
product arrived, she was right.

Superficially the design is like the Daxine design. i sent a
Daxine one as an example of what we sought. But here is a
flavour of their care in design:

- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

"1. Our hoods always have a panel in the middle over your head
one each side next to the back zip. This gives a proper shape of
your head and a perfect fitting. Your hood only has two side
pieces.
Do you want it exactly copied like the Daxine hood or can we use
our Sealwear Pattern?
Please advise.

2. Our front cover is therefore stuck on the middle panel
without the metal rivet. Because this it doesn't need. Do you
want this additional rivet because it's also affecting the
rubber?
Please advise.

3. The zips in your mask are showing because they are cut out.
There is no additional facing for hair protection in the inside
of your mask. We are normally hiding the zip plus additional
facing inside.
Please advise.

The thickness you ordered is 0.89mm royale.
The hood you have sent me is 0.50 - 0.60mm thickness.
Because of the thicker material it is more restrictive we will
produce the hood slightly bigger as discussed."

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Germanic thoroughness i think and the most significant phrase
turned out to be "it is more restrictive".

Even unpacking and feeling the new hood, made me shake. It was
immediately heavier and i thought how on earth can i wear this?
i was very surprised to discover i could, but only just.

The design was so inspired that it treads the absolute edge of
practicality and marked discomfort. The rear zipper does close
fully but only when genuine strength is applied to the pull, and
that zipper is lockable. The result bears some similarity to
wearing a posture collar. The head is held up by the rubber in
the collar area. To lower the head requires definite effort.
Likewise although there is a mouth opening, it is an effort to
open the mouth and speak. The natural hold of the hood leaves
the wearer shut. Adding a small dildo gag can complete the
process. Or as our play has now taken us, the hood will
accommodate a strap on double dong.

The reader's imagination can enjoy the psychology of having to
face a hooding, with your hands cuffed to a waist-belt and a
Mistress fastening first the collar and lead followed by the
double dong. Rubber fills your mouth as you become speechless.
Whining whimpering is all that is left as your eyes (the hood's
flaps cannot be closed) focus on the solid rubber tip of the
phallus dancing at just that focussing spot where your vision
unites.

To be face fucked like this or even to be laid out with both
your dildos at head and groin rearing up as two Mistresses
settle down on you for their leisurely afternoon tea is to go
far into the realm of female domination.

A powerful mechanism by which the hood works is to mimic the
cunt. A tight rubber hood swallows the wearer up. It consumes
the person who is hooded in the same way that the female
dominant consumes her slave. All sorts of adjectives are shared
in the process. Hot, airless, sweaty, wet, dark, tight, smelly,
sound warping, crushing, sucking, humiliating. If you can tick
all those, you're likely to be a hooded rubberlover appreciative
of fem-dom!


Gas Mask

Is a gas mask a hood or not? i don't know why really but for
years i had ignored them. Finally i saw an ebay deal so good
there was nothing to lose so i purchased a straight-forward
basic mask (nothing fixed below the screw on inlet). This was
almost certainly ex Soviet. i've quite accepted it but to be
truthful, it does not excite Mistress. i use it as practical
housewear. i can see easily to work but the tight grip around
the cheeks and head and the smell remind me constantly of the
fetish. i like the idea that the radically changed head reminds
the wearer that for the rubber submissive, home is another
planet.


Denber hooded top

There's now only one more hood to describe and it is not an anti-
climax. The Denber website shows it as "Shirt With Gloves, Hood
and Breathing Tube Code 385B."

i had already bought for both of us quite a variety of Denber
rubberwear. It had all been entirely satisfactory. i chanced
upon this top only a few years ago. Almost all my hangups about
hooding had gone. Do they ever all go? Would it be ever be quite
right to be totally blase about being hooded? It's always a bit
weird to feel the need to submit to the hood and i think it
always will be.

Anyhow i found myself coming back to this site and image time
and again. Even with my changed attitude to hooding, i thought
"that is a bit much". Absolutely sealed in rubber from the waist
up apart from a breathing tube for the mouth.

It did cross my mind that worn with the rubber sheathed tights
they had already supplied, the two garments would deliver total
enclosure, completely. Wearing them would see myself utterly
rubberised, changed into a piece of rubber, become a Rubberman.
Slowly the desire to submit took hold. It probably required
several months from first even thinking about the prospect to
finally pushing the buttons and ordering the top.

Everything and nothing could be said about it when it came.
Let's just say it is worn, repeatedly, not often, but it does
get worn. i now know what it is like to be totally held all over
in rubber and to be absolutely dominated by a female in that
state. It is to go to a place beyond words, to fly, to ride the
broomstick, to enter another universe.

i would not dare suggest that the reader should follow this
exact path. It is incredibly personal. It has to be something
that you wish for, that you are willing to submit to. It means
so much not to be alone when the call of the rubber comes. To
have Mistress happy and excited to share and see Her Rubberman
is so re-assuring.

i never get to see myself in this state of total rubberisation,
covered in rubber from head to toe, vulcanised, silenced and
sightless, sheath full and potent. It is a vision for Mistress
only and She is the proud spectator and sometimes player who
gets to see what happens when the rubber and the hood finally
have their way with me.


Breathing and discipline

The wrap-up covers two topics. Various mentions in the narrative
have been made about breathing. It is really important. For the
two of us, we leave serious breath control to the realms of
fantasy stories. It can be imagined. Our choice is not to enact.
There are a few well verified tales of people coming to grief in
bondage gear in which hoods have played a role (trawl through
IAR). Already we have suggested any regular ingestion of talc is
not recommended.

What we discovered was unexpected and a bit paradoxical. The
zippered hoods with eye and mouth holes below the flaps (Daxine
and Sealwear) are perfect for breathing safely in. You breathe
through the zipper when the flaps are sealed. But the "blinding"
is total. i have never felt at all difficult in this matter when
in these hoods.

The roll-ons are different and to be honest i don't really
recommend their long term use. Desperately trying to tear one
off does not strike me as a great pleasure.

So enjoy being zipped up. You will feel totally isolated from
the everyday and if Mistress is in charge of the zippering, you
will have handed over control of your basic functions of the
mouth and eyes. But you should be safe.

The Denber hooded rubber top is not a zip on and it offers the
double challenge of neck entry (talc) and subsequent removal. i
guess many of you have discovered that with rubberwear putting
it on is often easier than getting it off, especially after the
O. This is certainly the case with this piece. It slides on so
easily and then you sweat and you become "glued in".

Becoming sealed into your rubber skin has its own excitement.
Rubber in the vanilla world is a material of suppression and
insulation - denying conductivity. In our fetish universe it
becomes a super conductor of sensuality erogonising everything
it touches.

Erogonising the head confirms the control you have surrendered.
This is a very intense experience and when carried out with
complete sealing from the waist upwards (or even total
enclosure) some care is needed. The presence of a partner, in my
case Mistress, is really recommended. It means someone else can
enjoy the visual spectacle of your predicament. But their
presence is also a safety net.

Very occasionally i have gone solo in the hooded top. i cannot
completely recommend it as described. You have to know yourself
very well to know you can stay calm and remove it after your
cum.

Helpful tip we have found is that the top comes off very readily
when wettened in a bath or a shower and of course rubber shower
sex is a whole other world of fun. If this design was amended
and a short vertically running zip inserted at the rear of the
head, then entry/exit, resolving breathing in a hurry, use of
talc would all be ameliorated.

The challenge there is that a relatively cost conscious moulded
rubber manufacturer like Denber does not use zips. Glued seams
is as far as they go. The solution then is to buy your goods and
get a craft worker to modify if you don't have the expertise.
Denber for instance sell some wonderful rubber leotards for men
but their life expectancy would be so much better if the
shoulder straps were zippered across the strap top.

Another "edgy" topic is discipline and punishment. The idea of
being a slave suggests life might get uncomfortable. Rubber
hoods are often sold as discipline or punishment hoods. Whilst
respectful of individuals and their choices, for us the emphasis
is on the word discipline.

Mistress regards hooding me as an opportunity to train me to
behave the way She wants. She knows i desire the hoods greatly
and She works that desire to Her ends when i am hooded. She
knows i will do things when hooded that would be far more of a
struggle otherwise.

Mistress many years ago did discover the merits of physical
discipline and She has trained me to take the discipline in
these hoods. By no means every time they are worn but
sufficiently often that i do associate their wear with the
possibility of the discipline. The angle She puts on this is
that this is a positive experience even if painful and
humiliating.

Real punishment for real misdemeanours takes place in other
ways.

Something positive to close with. Nature hands us out all an
individual visage. Sometimes its beautiful. Sometimes we can
make it beautiful. Sometimes the beauty is in the eye of the
beholder. And sometimes nature's gift struggles to be appealing.
And we all age. But regardless of what nature has brought us, we
can all choose and work to be beautiful inside.

Some recent science was claiming there's no such thing as
altruism. Balls i say. We all can make extra-ordinary choices,
we can all explore grace. It is what makes humans different. The
male submissive adores the grace of the Female Dominant and
works to explore and develop that.

Sometimes quite apart from any pleasure that wearing a hood
brings, the same hood can release us from the expectations and
judgements that too much concentration on the face brings. The
hood can be face-saving.


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S: Jim's Story - part twenty-one
Date: Sun, 20 Dec 2009 23:17:09 -0500
From: randolphus


Jim's Story by randolphus
first part linked here


part twenty-one - Carmen


Carmen entered my cubicle, and I stood and curtseyed.

She smiled and said: "I've been reading about Fem-Dom."

I said: "Yes ma'am." I was trying to think of a way to end this,
hoping the phone would ring.

Carmen said: "Are there a lot of guys like you?"

I said: "You mean in the wanting to be owned sense?"

She said: "Yes"

I said: "I think there are lots, I've heard numbers like five to
twenty percent, but I know there are way more guys wanting to be
owned than women who are into it."

She said: "How did you find each other?"

I said: "I met Sarah in college, and we got married as a
straight couple. Sarah's mom found me out and paired us."

Carmen said: "That's really weird, so why don't you keep it
private?"

I said: "I don't know. I think Miss Sarah talked to Miss Peggy
and I think we're participating in an experiment being conducted
by Miss Peggy."

Carmen said: "So let me get this straight, you have to do
whatever I tell you?"

I said: "Basically yes ma'am."

She said; "Do I have to do what you tell me?"

I said: "It's ambiguous, I don't think so, ma'am."

She said, "Are you cleaning the screens and keyboards every
morning because I told you to?"

I said: "Yes ma'am."

She said: "You may sit down."

I said: "Thank you ma'am." And I sat.

Carmen said: "What would happen if you just ignored me?"

I said: "I guess you would tell Miss Peggy who would tell my
wife who would be angry with me."

Carmen said: "Would she beat you?"

I said: "I'm sure she would, but I feel bad when she's angry
with me."

Carmen said: "So why are you here if you can't boss us around?"

I said: "Miss Peggy's vision is that I can show you the
opportunities we have to be more effective, and that you will
elect to go that way."

Carmen said: "And if we don't?"

I said: "Possibly I'll be replaced with a conventional boss, or
we will all be replaced, or our inefficient ways will destroy
the company."

Carmen said: "Will I get to beat you."

I said: "I don't know."

Carmen said: "This is neat, thanks." And she got up to go.

I stood and curtseyed.

Later that afternoon Peggy asked me to come to the big
conference room. I felt a foreboding but I went. Sally was
standing outside the door and I curtseyed and told her Miss
Peggy had summoned me.

She took my arm and led me around the corner.

She said: "Face the wall and stand there, and stand very still."

I was amazed; my nervousness was increasing. What had I done I
wondered.

After about ten minutes, Sally came for me and escorted me into
the conference room. There were about a eight people sitting
there, including my staff, Peggy, and Sarah. Sally took a chair
and left me standing at the head of the table.

Peggy said: "I learned this afternoon that you have been
disrespectful to Carmen. I discussed it with Sarah, and we think
it would be appropriate if Carmen were to give you a beating
with all of us present. Prepare yourself by removing your
clothes and bend over the table, your hands straight out."

I had been setup. I was going to be beaten. I could take that in
my stride, but with nine women watching, I was mortified. I did
what Peggy told me to. The table hid my locked up penis from
view, and I waited.

To my horror they started talking about my penis corset as if I
wasn't there. Sarah was explaining that I had to be deprived of
sex to continue to be subservient. Then it was how often I was
beaten, the chores I did, cooking, cleaning and she didn't even
spare talking about washing her and her mom's underwear by hand.

My head was down on the desk and I was glad I didn't have to
face them; I noticed that Carmen was staring at me and I caught
her eye, she was smiling.

Peggy said that Sarah normally used a cane, and they didn't have
one but they found a yardstick that Carmen would use. Peggy
asked Sally to sit on my back so I wouldn't move.

Sally wasn't too heavy but it made breathing difficult. Sarah,
my dear wife, gave Carmen advice: "He is trained to count the
strokes and thank you for giving it to him. He loves to scream
and moan, but you want to stroke him hard enough to see the
outline of the yardstick. If you hit him twice in the same spot
he really howls, but you can do it until the area gets really
red without worrying about permanent injury."

I felt like she was talking about a piece of meat at the
grocery. I'm pinned to a conference table, with a secretary who
was wearing a short skirt, sitting on my back, and my wife
trades whipping techniques with one of my employees.

Carmen said: "You have to count and thank me, do you
understand?"

I said: "Yes ma'am." And I discovered it came out as a whisper
because of the weight on my back.

Carmen said: "I didn't hear that."

I sucked in air and tried again: "Yes Ma'am."

Then thwack, it hurt but not like a cane.

I tried to yell: "Thank you Miss Carmen, one."

Then thwack again and Carmen said: "You should count or you will
get more than I intended."

I sucked in air and tried to yell: "Thank you Miss Carmen, two."

Then thwack again and Carmen said: "No that was one. Start over
from the beginning."

Then thwack. I yelled: "Thank you Miss Carmen, one."

"Try to speak louder." Carmen said.

Thwack!

I sucked in air raising Sally a few inches, like I was a bucking
bronco and screamed: "Thank you Miss Carmen, two."

Thwack

By the fifth stroke I was out of breath from the effort to
inhale against the weight of Sally but Carmen was relentless, we
repeated five.

To my mortification I was crying by nine. I couldn't breathe.
The pain was getting intense. I think we did nine three times.

Carmen took mercy and said she felt I would change my attitude.

Peggy said: "Thank you Carmen, you did a good job. Let's let Jim
recover, perhaps he should stand in the corner and you can watch
him for a while Carmen."

Sally got off my back, and I could take a deep breath again.
Everyone left except Carmen. She was very flushed.

Carmen said: "You can take your choice of which corner to stand
in."

I said: "Miss Carmen, may I put my clothes back on?"

She said: "Not now, maybe later."

I got up, and faced the nearest corner. I have never felt so
humiliated.

Carmen said: "I hope you're not too angry with me, but I just
wanted to try beating a man."

I didn't know if I should be talking.

Carmen said: "I asked you a question, you know I could beat you
some more."

I said: "I'm sorry Miss Carmen, I didn't know if I was allowed
to talk while standing in the corner. I'm not angry with you at
all. I put myself into this situation and I'm entirely at your
service. That was the point of this punishment episode and I
already subscribed to the idea. You can do whatever you want but
I have to do what you say."

Carmen said: "I like that idea."

Carmen said: "Would you like to wash and iron my underwear?"

I said: "Yes Miss Carmen, I would, but I don't get to do what I
want. My wife Miss Sarah, her mother, and my boss, Miss Peggy
get to decide what I do, and of course you have already ordered
me to clean the screens and keyboards, which I try to do
diligently."

Carmen said: "Maybe I could have you come to my apartment and
clean it and do my laundry. Would you like that?"

I said: "Yes ma'am."

Carmen said: "If you don't do a good job, I'll really beat you
hard."

I said: "I know that Miss Carmen."

I could hear Carmen stroking herself and making little 'mmff'
noises. After a while she made noises like sucking in lots of
air, suggesting she had climaxed.

I'm just a sex object on display for her.

Carmen said: "I'm going to ask Peggy if you can come out of the
corner yet."

Carmen said: "Peggy said you have to stay in the corner until
1:00 PM and I shouldn't tell you what time it is. She said she
wanted to know if you moved. Because she said you have been
trained to not move. Also you were right, you are not allowed to
talk, but I didn't tell on you. But I might if you don't please
me."

Now she's blackmailing me, but I will do anything for her
anyway.

Finally Carmen said: "It's 1:00 and you can come out of the
corner."

I said: "May I get dressed, Miss Carmen?"

She said: "You really are obedient, of course you can." She left
the conference room.

I got dressed and went to my office.

There was enough work so I focused on it and blotted everything
else out.

I asked my staff to meet in our conference room at 4:00.

I was embarrassed after the spectacle earlier but I tried to
focus. When everyone was seated: Judy said: "Are you going to be
whipped again?" Everyone laughed or giggled.

I said: "I've installed the new call logging software, and it
will automatically install on your computers when you log-on
again. The purpose of the software is primarily so that if one
of us knows something we will all know it, additionally in the
future, we will make the data available to our users so we will
effect a transparency in our operations. I want to warn you that
you should not make comments in the database you don't want read
by the users."

There were a lot of good questions and substantive discussion. I
had also installed software that made a list of all the
computers on our network and I linked it to the calls program so
they could see what hardware and software the user had when they
called for a problem. This pleased my programmers. I ended the
meeting on that up note. Judy came and apologized for the
remark. I thanked her.

I went to my office and Carmen followed me in. I had to get up
and curtsy and I said: "Hello Miss Carmen."

She said: "I talked to the other girls and we want you to take
care of the women's restroom."

I said: "Yes ma'am. Do you think I should do that in the morning
or after you have left?"

Carmen said: "No, all day, we want you to keep it clean and make
sure it's stocked with ladies personal items."

I said: "Isn't the cleaning service doing a good job?"

She said: "They are okay, but this is to keep you down. They had
a meeting and decided you were really doing a great job and
thought you might get too arrogant. Washing some toilets will
teach you humility."

I said: "I don't mind the scrubbing toilets, but I have two
concerns, my time is very valuable to the company and what about
the ladies coming and going, how can I be cleaning when they are
using the place?"

Carmen said: "I agree your time is valuable, but it was your
wife and Peggy that decided it. Your staff was consulted and we
agreed you could work on the stalls that weren't in use. We
won't mind."

I said: "But what if some other woman came in and found me
there?"

She said: "They will make it a private bathroom. Is this what
your wife calls tiresome arguing?"

I said: "No ma'am, I beg pardon. When do I start?"

She said: "I was sent to tell you, right now."

I said: "Will you show me which bathroom we are talking about?"

She said: "I'll take you there and tell you what to do and I'm
supposed to make sure you do a good job. Peggy said I could
spank you if I'm not satisfied with your work. And your wife
said she would bring a cane for me to use."

I said: "Yes ma'am."

Carmen got up and I followed her. Carmen is another woman in my
life. She is about my age, and I judge her as being attractive.
She is about five feet six inches. She has light brown hair
which comes down to near her shoulders; she has brown eyes and
looks serious most of the time. She was wearing a yellow dress
that just brushed her knees. Evidently she has taken an interest
in me.

My wife has handed me to Peggy who, together with my wife has
handed me to Carmen. And Carmen is about to assign me more
chores. It was she who has me cleaning the programmers'
computers in the mornings.

We arrived at the toilets, and Carmen said: "Open the door a
crack and announce yourself as 'Jim to clean the toilets?', wait
a second and go in. Check the sinks, the unoccupied stalls, and
the overall cleanliness, make sure the mirrors are spotless.
When you're done, report to me and I will check it. You can
start now, there are cleaning supplies in that closet."

I said: "Yes ma'am."

Carmen walked out, I curtseyed.

I used a scrub brush on the toilets, cleaned the mirrors, mopped
the floor, washed the counters and polished the chrome fixtures.
I reported to Carmen that I was done.

Carmen said: "It took you 40 minutes, you have to do it in less
than thirty."

I said: "Yes ma'am, when should I do it again?"

Carmen thought for a minute and said: "Do it at 9:30, 1:30 and
4:30 every day."

I said "Yes ma'am."

I curtseyed and went to my office.

A while later Carmen came in, I stood and curtseyed.

She said: "One of the stalls had paper in the toilet; I assume
it was occupied when you cleaned. The rest looked okay. I won't
give you a demerit even though you took too long."

I said: "Thank you Miss Carmen. I found a little cabinet had a
box of tampons, is that what I need to keep in stock?"

Carmen said: "I'll ask everybody if that's what they want;
meanwhile don't let those run out."

I said: "Yes ma'am."

I was really busy because I was trying to run a department and I
was given these time consuming chores. I wanted to have meetings
concerning the call logging software and the graphical web
design software, and the day was slipping by.

I asked everyone if we could meet at 2:30. They all agreed.

At 1:30 I cleaned the toilets again and did it in twenty
minutes.

Carmen checked it. She said: "The toilets looked very clean."

I thanked her respectfully.

At the meeting it was known I was cleaning toilets and a
discussion immediately began about what products should be
stocked in the little cabinet. Carmen wrote down a list. I was
beginning to appreciate her. I managed to get the topic onto
software and we concluded the meeting in an hour.


( Part 22 on the DOMestic blog this evening )


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S: Newcomer at the Club
Date: Thu, 20 May 2010 20:26:17 +0100
From: rfrub


Newcomer at the Club

It was going to be Carl's first night at the club. After
literally years of trying, he had met a girl who he both loved
and who was a real Amazon.

It must have taken ten adverts in Forum, three years membership
of Dateline, and I do not how many meals out in about thirty
different restaurants around Leeds. Still Carl knew what he was
looking for.

Finally his patience, politeness and dogged determination had
paid off. He had always slightly suggested to his dates, that a
forceful but kindly girl was what he sought. Someone who would
take charge but still respect his needs. Someone who one could
share the rest of life with, those nights at the theatre or
those trips to sunny Brid.

Oddly enough, most of the girls seemed to think that taking
charge in bed was the man's job, while they lay still and
thought of England. So even though they too wanted to go to
sunny Brid, Carl had to gently go his own way.

Her name finally turned out to be Anna. She was an up and coming
hard working secretary. She seemed to respond to him instantly.
It turned out her father had run away from home. Left with her
mother, she had been brought up to take life by the horns, and
do what she needed.

Her mother had lectured her on the perfidy of the male. "Set's
up the bloody system, so that he's on top and you're beneath,
then what does he do, has everything he needs, and still bloody
well runs off, to find someone else to get on top of. Mark my
words, Anna, never let a dammed man get on top of you!"

This message, Anna grew up with.

At school, she had slightly revised her thoughts. Yes, lots of
them did seem to resemble mauling bears, some were even
attractive mauling bears, she avoided these. However there were
some blokes who seemed a little calmer, people who you could
actually talk about the weather with. She was sure that
somewhere there was a guy sufficiently nice, and perhaps even
pliable, that the prospect of sharing your life together was
even attractive.

She too was patient, her career took up her energies. Rule
number one was obviously be financially independent. To do that,
her 14 year old self had recognised that she must succeed at
school. This she did, and now she was succeeding at work.

Work had been an enlightenment. Certainly there were some girls
who just seemed to be marking time before marriage and
pregnancy, though often it was the other way around. However
since her office was quite demanding, there were some quite
demanding ladies employed.

She had never been aware of Amazons as a concept but Tracy, a
married lady about ten years older, had shared her confidence.
Anna's initial surprise had rapidly changed to a recognition of
a kindred spirit. She had been amazed to learn (and then rather
pleased) that you could find men who did as they were told in
bed. You could even find men with strong minded characters who
could earn their own livings, and yet when undressed were as
demure and submissive as any woman was supposed to be.

Tracy had told her about their club, where a small group of like
minded woman met to support each other. In a hostile climate, it
was a sort of counselling service. It also acted as a training
clinic. Every month, the group met with their men, then they
stripped them, and played with them. Apparently Tracy and her
friends, had made no end of progress in becoming mistresses of
Fem Dom. Where they had started out uncertainly, now they trod
confidently, with their men trotting obediently behind.

What was more according to Tracy, these men were happy too.
Everyone seemed to gain, the girls were no longer left like
second class citizens, hurt and bleeding in the dark. The men
released from their stereotypes were discovering the real joy of
worshipping a female with a healthy dose of self abandonment.
The women knew what they wanted and told the men exactly how to
do it, the men found that it was far easier and just as
pleasurable to do what they were told.

Some of the women had discovered that their men were crying out
deep inside to be tied up and whipped! Even the Amazons had not
quite realised the full nature of male lust when untied from its
centuries old duty.

Anna's problem was that, she could not join without a partner.
Hence Anna was overjoyed when after several meetings, Carl's
real needs had been communicated to her, and she liked his
cooking too. They had quickly become lovers, but progressing to
the Amazon club had taken a while longer. Only when Carl had
become completely relaxed with Anna's own lovemaking did he
agree to submit to her suggestion.

So the day had come. Carl had agreed that Anna could take him to
the Amazon's meeting. Tracy had told Anna about how their first
visit would go and in particular what they would be doing to
Carl - this had to remain a secret. Carl did actually feel quite
nervous that evening. He had met Tracy several times now, but
there were five other girls, and apparently he would have to try
to service all of them.

When they got there, Katy opened the door. Immediately she had
taken Carl's hand and opening an ante room door, she had said
"Get in there and undress." Meantime smiling at Anna, she
invited her to join the others for a drink.

Carl undressed in what was just a cloakroom. Once naked, he just
stood there. He did feel frightened, but his cock was firm, and
as he waited he knew he was desperate for a girl, any girl to
come in and tell him what to do.

After about ten minutes, Tracy came in.

She actually smiled at him, "Don't worry, we'll make sure you
have a nice evening, even if we do want to spank the living
daylights out of your bottom." She moved close, and tweaked his
bottom. "Oh, I had better put this on you," she was holding a
lead and chain. She began fixing it around his neck, "Now
remember, don't speak unless you are spoken too, and on all
fours unless you are told, now down boy."

Carl got down on his hands and knees, he was hardly down, before
Tracy snarled "move", and she set off.

He had to follow, what a way to meet these people. He was naked,
with a collar and lead on his neck, crawling through the door
into the lounge. There was Anna, standing alone beside another
girl, both smiling broadly. Beside the girl another man was
crouched, his neck also in a collar and lead.

In fact dotted around the room, were four other naked males
crouching at their mistresses' feet. The fifth guy was sat naked
on a bar stool, in front of another empty bar stool.

Carl was just taking it all in, when Tracy began to speak.

"Ladies, thank you for coming with your pets tonight. We have
two new pets joining us to start their training programme, Carl
here, and Chris, who is already on his perch. For those not
familiar with how we train pets, I will remind you of how we
begin. The first lessons must aim to encourage obedience and
relaxation. Our pets must do what we ask willingly, to do this
all their orifices must be relaxed, and able to accommodate
anything we can offer them. They must not hesitate to undertake
any task, no matter how strange it may seem to them. To help
them, we have a little session on the stools. Most of you know,
what Chris has discovered, these are rather special stools."

Taking the empty one, Tracy showed Carl its seat. "You can see
that it is specially moulded to accommodate each buttock,
springing from it is this rubber dildo. In a moment, we will
put Carl on the stool and insert the dildo. Using these straps,
we will harness Carl securely, so he cannot get off, we will
also attach his ankles with cuffs to the stool legs. Once
restrained, we will sit him opposite Chris. I will then invite
them to mutually masturbate each other to orgasm. Once they have
come, we will manipulate them to erection before each of us uses
them as we please. Katy, Anna, take Carl and secure him!"

Carl's first night of complete slavery had begun. He was aware
only of trivial things like the female perfume around him. He
did think of the dildo, but it had been well lubricated, and he
was impaled with surprisingly little pain.

He was aware of the sweat on Chris's face, and the size of the
guy's organ, but he could not have said a word if he tried,
these girls had certainly taken charge. He felt the straps and
cuffs being fitted, as if in a daze.

Tracy's voice broke though the mist "Go on, wank each other."

He looked at Chris, he was about the same age, his cock was
hard, his eyes were glazed with a combination of lust and
anxiety. Both guy's hands began to move. Carl realised he had
never felt another guy's cock, let alone wanked another man, he
looked down at his own member, as the other bloke's hand cupped
it. Carl saw the hand began to move, and a spasm of pleasure
shook his groin as the guy started to pump him.

Carl knew he must follow suit, Carl wrapped his palm around
Chris' sweaty cock, and he too started pumping. As he did so he
was vaguely aware, that the room was completely silent. The two
guys were the centre of rapt attention.

He could not dwell on their stardom though, the effort to resist
his own orgasm while pumping the other male, all the while
feeling a huge plug locking him to the stool, had him close to
swooning.

Through his haze, he was just aware somewhere in his mind, that
this was the fruition of a dream that his subconscious had lived
with, for so it seemed, as long as he could remember.


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Re: U: The Cuckoldress Videos
Date: 26 May 2010 01:41:04 -0000
From: Cuckdaddy


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me. I hope You enjoy.

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Re: admin: WebMistresses displaying DOMestic
From: Robert Jones
Date: Thu, 27 May 2010 17:44:27 -0500


Is there any way that I can change the background color of your
RSS to black with white text? I can't seem to find a solution to
properly display the feed.

Regards,
cuckold


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Re: admin: WebMistresses displaying DOMestic
From: "Christine" at u4ds.com
Date: Fri, 28 May 2010 02:55:14 +0100


Hello cuckold,

There are numerous ways to display RSS feeds. The site I
suggested in my post is only one of many. See the Google link
for many other examples.

However on the front page of "webrss" one thing I see in the
middle of that page under "Take any Feed and convert it to
display fresh content on your website" is "Customize colors of
rss wrapper to 170 different colors."

I see from the links there that you need to sign up for a free
account with them to do stuff with feeds using their systems.
Then you can include any feeds from any site.

DOMestic digests feed is at:-

http://www.mschristine.com/domestic.xml

And individual messages at:-

http://www.mschristine.com/DOMestic_Blog/index.xml

sincerely,
Christine at Ms-Christine.com

More information about DOMestic Newsfeeds is here.


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May 24, 2010

Hood Reviews - FemDom rubber fetish reality

Date: Mon, 24 May 2010 10:23:05 +0100
From: rfrub


Hood Reviews - A FemDom/male-sub history.
A leather and rubber fetish real life journey.


If when i was twenty, you had told me that i would spend many
years of my later life, regularly hooded, as a live in slave to
a Dominant Female, i would have probably have been somewhat
surprised, uttered a nervous laugh, told you to "f off" or used
some other choice phrases.

The idea even then was not utterly unfamiliar. i had been buying
porn since my mid teens and was aware of the various "types" of
possible relationship. But being a hooded slave would not have
connected up with me at all. Earlier on, in my school-life, i
had been bullied and nor had home been a terribly happy place
either. Aged twenty, i had finally escaped home and was
beginning to discover life could be enjoyable.

The route to becoming a hooded slave started simply enough. A
student field trip to London in 1984 saw an idle hour or so in
Soho. A pair of rubber sheath briefs hanging in a window caught
my eye. i thought they looked different. They might make
cleaning up afterwards easier. They were bought and it was not
long before i realised the very special hold rubber had on me.
But not hoods.

Some time passed. i found myself in a relationship. Almost
without realising it or talking about it, we both decided it
would be Fem Dom. Very funny that, it really "just happened".
Soon after we started dating, She made clear She was in charge
of the sexual agenda. And although the language was not there at
the outset, from then onwards i had been collared and it was not
long before i was literally collared.

Being collared was the first effective step to realising i would
become a hooded slave. i realised there was much more to sex
than cock play and that my Mistress wanted to control and know
all of me. Conquering my head, both heads, linking them
together, making me understand they were two ends of the one
organ became a group of ideas that i slowly grew to understand.
Being sexual had for years been a cock thing, now She taught me
to see it as a whole person thing. All of me would serve Her and
lust.

It was in that context one particular issue of Shiny was read.
Late 1980s. Issue 27 of Volume I. A fantasy story "Weak in the
presence of Booties".

Initially i could not get why a beautiful blonde one moment, the
next had her individuality lost as "the tight rubber hood was
vulcanised onto her head" - and a tight leather collar/chain
leash added for good measure. i found myself coming back to this
story, i still do. Why? Why would she want to wear such a thing?
i had by now been wearing rubber for a few years and i began to
ask myself "would i allow my head to be hooded like this?". What
would it feel like, what would it mean?

Even without wearing one, i began to associate the words
surrender, capitulation, slavery with the hood. Capitulation,
handing over my head. Mistress was teaching me about my two
heads being one and how She would control them.

Rather reluctantly - at first - i began to see the logic that if
my cockhead had become used to a rubber "hood" or sheath (always
relied on them for birth control) then logically so should my
other head be sheathed.

Quite apart from any physical feelings, i had not a clue what
the consequences of wearing a hood would be. i could understand
that accepting the hood would be to make a physical statement to
Mistress about my relationship to Her and to lust.

In all the years that have followed, the hundreds and probably
thousands of times that i have been hooded, Mistress has herself
only tried a hood less than a handful of times. So She is never
hooded and Her explanation is that in our relationship, only the
slave wears the hood. This gets the story to the moment when we
agreed i would buy a hood. A straightforward Latexa roll on.
Since when the collection has grown to a current tally of nine
hoods.


The Latexa roll on

The first purchase. There's still one of these around. Probably
on generation three of these. They do wear out and eventually
rip. i learnt that roll ons are not the easiest of hoods to don.
They certainly have their role. i know i struggled to put it on
the first time. Felt quite panicky and silly. All the ones i
have had have just had nose holes and to lose sight and to have
to learn the breathing technique, combined with the assault on
smell and taste and feel that donning a rubber hood brings, all
at once, is quite an ordeal.

i do remember i managed to calm down and make a decision that
once it was in place, it had to stay there and i had to go
through to orgasm with it on. It certainly needed willpower that
first time but there was something inside me that was urging me
to persevere, some recognition that this was how it had to be.

i managed to calm down and with my other head in sheath briefs
started to work myself. That first time it did not take too long
and i immediately wanted out of the hood afterwards. It had been
quite emotional but through a gamut of conflicting feelings and
thoughts, i realised that things had changed and that the hood
would go on again.

It certainly did. We learnt about the role of talcum powder in
easing the donning. Slightly mixed blessing that. Talcum does
make wearing rubber much more straightforward and will extend
the life of rubber clothing but there are health issues. Regular
breathing of talcum is not recommended.

As we explored we quite soon learnt that there are other
possibilities with hoods which obviate the talc challenge - see
later. One person on a list recommended cornflour as a harmless
substitute for the talc. Never been too sure whether she was
jesting.

Although initially it was about learning to accept being hooded
when wanking, quite soon the move came to full intercourse
hooded and with the collar and lead on. We soon discovered that
this was "us". It handed control to Mistress. Submissive
tendencies are massively encouraged if all you are wearing is a
rubber hood with no vision and your collar and lead are
constantly being tugged.

Since then it has been a regular way for us to do what we have
to. i began to understand that being hooded "eased" the cut-
loose. That the hood took me to another realm in the way that
when i am commanded to enter Her, my other head is taken. i
began to see the sheathing of both heads as being about
submitting to this other realm. Letting Her and lust have their
way with me. i began to realise that this was the safest form of
sex. Not asserting myself but allowing both my heads to realise
themselves by sharing in submission and obedience.

It took a little while to learn all this but over time, i came
to relax with the idea that i had become a hooded sex slave.
From there i began to explore much more deeply the world of the
hood. A bit like cars, they come in all sorts of shapes and
sizes, all capable of achieving completely different outcomes.
As a beginner i had little idea of the incredible diversity
possible. i was exploring the internet and, with Mistress, real
sex shops and beginning to appreciate what might be possible.

i remember an incredible e-conversation with a lady in
Shropshire who told me about a multi-tail rubber pony hood she
had someone make for her. It allowed her to tie herself with her
hair into the hood. The thought of being tied into your own hood
struck deep into me. Allowing the hood to become part of who you
are.


The Leather Hood

A visit to a sex shop led to the second hood purchase. i wonder
if you recognise this? You go into a sex shop and occasionally
something connects instantly. A whoosh of "energy" flows and you
feel instantly connected to a garment or toy. You can sense it
wants you to buy it. Certainly does not happen every time but on
a handful of times it has with us. A process that has produced a
Mistress belt for Her, a chastity belt for me and other items.

One of those occasions saw us buying our first leather hood.
Leather is different to rubber. i probably prefer rubber's
encompassing taste / smell / texture and She probably prefers
seeing me in leather. As She moved to train me to sleep hooded,
something that took years and can still defeat me, i learnt it
was easier to sleep in a leather hood. Just that tiny bit less
tormenting.

The leather hoods (we bought the first one and after about 20
years, we got a local manufacturer to make a copy) are
associated with an "easy time". It remains humiliating to know
it has to be worn. Both have rear zippers, a mouth zipper and
eye holes. The slightly looser fitting nature of leather makes
breathing easy. The rear zippers make wearing and donning
straightforward.

Mistress can enjoy spending hours polishing both my heads and
takes me to a weird sort of "dreamland". We call it "prepping"
and eventually it becomes the precursor to Her having Her way.
It has taught me to wait and wait and wait. Sometimes for days
at a time until She requires me.

Meanwhile i have been trained to do day to day tasks, to cook,
to write, to clean in the leather hood. It is possible to do the
same in the rubber ones (newer Daxine ones, see below) but even
after many years i have to admit to finding it a struggle to
concentrate for any length of time in a rubber hood. One way or
another i end up thinking about only one thing even if i have
been trained to wait.

A regular use of the leather hoods is for massage. Mistress
loves a regular full body massage which i have learnt to
provide. We get through a lot of Johnson's Baby Oil. Baby Oil
and rubber do not mix. The opposite for the leather. So very
often the massage is undertaken with the slave masseur hooded in
leather.

So the leather hoods have become comfortable everyday wear.
Seeing myself hooded is a constant reminder of who i really am
and who i really belong to. The newer leather hood was bespoke
made and i can recommend this. The fit is exact, the rear zipper
closes right down and an eyelet beside the end of the zipper
tracks means it can be padlocked on.

The sensation of knowing that a hood is "locked on" is profound.
It reinforces the sense of being the prisoner of the hood and
the humiliation of knowing that i have chosen this path is
exquisite. My choices have got me into the hood but i am no
longer in charge of its removal. i am its slave.

The experience of having to go to a fetish leather worker and
submit to the fitting process for the new hood was pretty
profound too. Having to acknowledge to a stranger, a craft
worker, that i was simply a sex slave who needed a new hood.


Cunni Hood

A quick note about the next purchase. A version of a roll over,
a simple Latexa cunni hood (you remember those Latexa adverts
promising unimaginable pleasure?). How accurate they proved to
be!

Quite early on in the hood affair, we bought a cunni hood. A
simple rubber pull on with eye openings which also assist
breathing and a very clever tongue moulding. i can only describe
this as sucking the tongue into its hold. i certainly find it
very hard to wear without the tongue being pulled out and held.
Once in that state, everything else comes naturally.

In our relationship i quickly discovered i longed to be Queened
and to service my Mistress orally. i love her taste and although
the cunni hood would appear to prevent that, in fact as i serve
her She starts to drench me in juice and this makes its way into
the mouth. The combined taste of Her honey and of the latex
ensures i continue to work.


The Daxine Hoods.

Unfortunately Daxine are no longer operating. Perhaps a decade
ago, they had quite a name in rubber fashion. They worked out of
East Lancashire i think and shops like Cathouse (which is still
on the go at Liversedge) sold their products. It was one visit
to Cathouse that saw us find a Daxine slave hood. We had wised
up to the idea that it was time to move on from rubber moulded
hoods.

A visit to Daxine was always enjoyable. The girl who i think was
the proprietrix struck just the right note to ensure a
submissive male like me would purchase.

The Daxine hood was shown off as a hand-made item which with a
rear zipper overcomes the talc challenge. It was described as a
slave's hood and to justify that there were two vertically
zippered flaps over the front. These covered the nose, mouth and
eye holes. This was the first time a rubber hood allowed me
those luxuries but the ability to have that area zipped away
with the flaps, just reinforced the loss of control over such
basic functions.

So for something over a decade the Daxine products have been
part of my life. Products, because like the leather hoods, it
became clear it was worth buying another. i think i ended up
with a large and a medium fitting and discovered the
considerable difference in effect between the two. The smaller
one was far more assertive and constraining although with the
stretchiness of rubber both could be fully zipped shut.

They are worn easily with a collar locked on over them which
makes their removal practically impossible. It took a good long
while but finally i learnt to sleep regularly in them. Usually
for no more than 5/6 hours after which the torment becomes too
much. Sometimes in the depths of a cold winter, it really has
been pure comfort to spend the full night zipped away in one.

Mistress discovered that their nature enabled her to manipulate
me and the house work. i had grown up in a very traditional male
dominated world. My army officer father expected his wife to do
every last jot of domesticity and i was certainly not expected
to lift a finger. Mistress has retrained me in many respects and
this has included numerous aspects of housework. However I've
always baulked at the toilet. i don't do that. Not unless a
Daxine hood is brought out and i am otherwise rubbered up. Then
i will put every effort into creating a shining toilet bowl.

So the Daxine hoods are used for housework, as night wear and of
course for play. So much has happened to me in those hoods. Too
much to recount but they have helped re-write my attitude to
women, pleasure and lust.

One regular technique is that i have to work unselfishly at her
pleasure trained not to cum myself. A special signal whereby i
am signed off to take my pleasure comes when the zippered flaps
of the hood are shut by Her. Before that moment, the release is
not permitted and i would endure punishment for misbehaviour,
but from that moment, shut away in the black grip of the hood,
lust is allowed its final way with me. Irrevocably orgasm has
become associated with the utter helplessness of being
completely sealed up and held.


Sealwear Hood 4438

One of the most famous names in the rubber fetish fashion scene
is Sealwear from Dorset. i had often toyed with ordering
something. It might surprise the reader but we don't spend that
much on fetish! We share many diverse interests and fetish is
not at the top of the spends. That said we also rate fetish as
providing incredibly good value for many. i think the Daxine
hoods were about seventy-five pounds each and they have provided
days upon days of wear.

However as the years passed, it was obvious they were starting
to wear. Seams would need re-gluing in. A stretchiness would
develop that was too free. They're still worn but they're now
like old friends rather than instruments of discipline and
training. It was time for an upgrade and i favoured Sealwear
with the order. A good relationship with a bespoke supplier
counts for much and i would recommend Regina who fronts
Sealwear. She explained in great detail the extra features of
their product that justified a premium price. And when their
product arrived, she was right.

Superficially the design is like the Daxine design. i sent a
Daxine one as an example of what we sought. But here is a
flavour of their care in design:

- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

"1. Our hoods always have a panel in the middle over your head
one each side next to the back zip. This gives a proper shape of
your head and a perfect fitting. Your hood only has two side
pieces.
Do you want it exactly copied like the Daxine hood or can we use
our Sealwear Pattern?
Please advise.

2. Our front cover is therefore stuck on the middle panel
without the metal rivet. Because this it doesn't need. Do you
want this additional rivet because it's also affecting the
rubber?
Please advise.

3. The zips in your mask are showing because they are cut out.
There is no additional facing for hair protection in the inside
of your mask. We are normally hiding the zip plus additional
facing inside.
Please advise.

The thickness you ordered is 0.89mm royale.
The hood you have sent me is 0.50 - 0.60mm thickness.
Because of the thicker material it is more restrictive we will
produce the hood slightly bigger as discussed."

- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


Germanic thoroughness i think and the most significant phrase
turned out to be "it is more restrictive".

Even unpacking and feeling the new hood, made me shake. It was
immediately heavier and i thought how on earth can i wear this?
i was very surprised to discover i could, but only just.

The design was so inspired that it treads the absolute edge of
practicality and marked discomfort. The rear zipper does close
fully but only when genuine strength is applied to the pull, and
that zipper is lockable. The result bears some similarity to
wearing a posture collar. The head is held up by the rubber in
the collar area. To lower the head requires definite effort.
Likewise although there is a mouth opening, it is an effort to
open the mouth and speak. The natural hold of the hood leaves
the wearer shut. Adding a small dildo gag can complete the
process. Or as our play has now taken us, the hood will
accommodate a strap on double dong.

The reader's imagination can enjoy the psychology of having to
face a hooding, with your hands cuffed to a waist-belt and a
Mistress fastening first the collar and lead followed by the
double dong. Rubber fills your mouth as you become speechless.
Whining whimpering is all that is left as your eyes (the hood's
flaps cannot be closed) focus on the solid rubber tip of the
phallus dancing at just that focussing spot where your vision
unites.

To be face fucked like this or even to be laid out with both
your dildos at head and groin rearing up as two Mistresses
settle down on you for their leisurely afternoon tea is to go
far into the realm of female domination.

A powerful mechanism by which the hood works is to mimic the
cunt. A tight rubber hood swallows the wearer up. It consumes
the person who is hooded in the same way that the female
dominant consumes her slave. All sorts of adjectives are shared
in the process. Hot, airless, sweaty, wet, dark, tight, smelly,
sound warping, crushing, sucking, humiliating. If you can tick
all those, you're likely to be a hooded rubberlover appreciative
of fem-dom!


Gas Mask

Is a gas mask a hood or not? i don't know why really but for
years i had ignored them. Finally i saw an ebay deal so good
there was nothing to lose so i purchased a straight-forward
basic mask (nothing fixed below the screw on inlet). This was
almost certainly ex Soviet. i've quite accepted it but to be
truthful, it does not excite Mistress. i use it as practical
housewear. i can see easily to work but the tight grip around
the cheeks and head and the smell remind me constantly of the
fetish. i like the idea that the radically changed head reminds
the wearer that for the rubber submissive, home is another
planet.


Denber hooded top

There's now only one more hood to describe and it is not an anti-
climax. The Denber website shows it as "Shirt With Gloves, Hood
and Breathing Tube Code 385B."

i had already bought for both of us quite a variety of Denber
rubberwear. It had all been entirely satisfactory. i chanced
upon this top only a few years ago. Almost all my hangups about
hooding had gone. Do they ever all go? Would it be ever be quite
right to be totally blase about being hooded? It's always a bit
weird to feel the need to submit to the hood and i think it
always will be.

Anyhow i found myself coming back to this site and image time
and again. Even with my changed attitude to hooding, i thought
"that is a bit much". Absolutely sealed in rubber from the waist
up apart from a breathing tube for the mouth.

It did cross my mind that worn with the rubber sheathed tights
they had already supplied, the two garments would deliver total
enclosure, completely. Wearing them would see myself utterly
rubberised, changed into a piece of rubber, become a Rubberman.
Slowly the desire to submit took hold. It probably required
several months from first even thinking about the prospect to
finally pushing the buttons and ordering the top.

Everything and nothing could be said about it when it came.
Let's just say it is worn, repeatedly, not often, but it does
get worn. i now know what it is like to be totally held all over
in rubber and to be absolutely dominated by a female in that
state. It is to go to a place beyond words, to fly, to ride the
broomstick, to enter another universe.

i would not dare suggest that the reader should follow this
exact path. It is incredibly personal. It has to be something
that you wish for, that you are willing to submit to. It means
so much not to be alone when the call of the rubber comes. To
have Mistress happy and excited to share and see Her Rubberman
is so re-assuring.

i never get to see myself in this state of total rubberisation,
covered in rubber from head to toe, vulcanised, silenced and
sightless, sheath full and potent. It is a vision for Mistress
only and She is the proud spectator and sometimes player who
gets to see what happens when the rubber and the hood finally
have their way with me.


Breathing and discipline

The wrap-up covers two topics. Various mentions in the narrative
have been made about breathing. It is really important. For the
two of us, we leave serious breath control to the realms of
fantasy stories. It can be imagined. Our choice is not to enact.
There are a few well verified tales of people coming to grief in
bondage gear in which hoods have played a role (trawl through
IAR). Already we have suggested any regular ingestion of talc is
not recommended.

What we discovered was unexpected and a bit paradoxical. The
zippered hoods with eye and mouth holes below the flaps (Daxine
and Sealwear) are perfect for breathing safely in. You breathe
through the zipper when the flaps are sealed. But the "blinding"
is total. i have never felt at all difficult in this matter when
in these hoods.

The roll-ons are different and to be honest i don't really
recommend their long term use. Desperately trying to tear one
off does not strike me as a great pleasure.

So enjoy being zipped up. You will feel totally isolated from
the everyday and if Mistress is in charge of the zippering, you
will have handed over control of your basic functions of the
mouth and eyes. But you should be safe.

The Denber hooded rubber top is not a zip on and it offers the
double challenge of neck entry (talc) and subsequent removal. i
guess many of you have discovered that with rubberwear putting
it on is often easier than getting it off, especially after the
O. This is certainly the case with this piece. It slides on so
easily and then you sweat and you become "glued in".

Becoming sealed into your rubber skin has its own excitement.
Rubber in the vanilla world is a material of suppression and
insulation - denying conductivity. In our fetish universe it
becomes a super conductor of sensuality erogonising everything
it touches.

Erogonising the head confirms the control you have surrendered.
This is a very intense experience and when carried out with
complete sealing from the waist upwards (or even total
enclosure) some care is needed. The presence of a partner, in my
case Mistress, is really recommended. It means someone else can
enjoy the visual spectacle of your predicament. But their
presence is also a safety net.

Very occasionally i have gone solo in the hooded top. i cannot
completely recommend it as described. You have to know yourself
very well to know you can stay calm and remove it after your
cum.

Helpful tip we have found is that the top comes off very readily
when wettened in a bath or a shower and of course rubber shower
sex is a whole other world of fun. If this design was amended
and a short vertically running zip inserted at the rear of the
head, then entry/exit, resolving breathing in a hurry, use of
talc would all be ameliorated.

The challenge there is that a relatively cost conscious moulded
rubber manufacturer like Denber does not use zips. Glued seams
is as far as they go. The solution then is to buy your goods and
get a craft worker to modify if you don't have the expertise.
Denber for instance sell some wonderful rubber leotards for men
but their life expectancy would be so much better if the
shoulder straps were zippered across the strap top.

Another "edgy" topic is discipline and punishment. The idea of
being a slave suggests life might get uncomfortable. Rubber
hoods are often sold as discipline or punishment hoods. Whilst
respectful of individuals and their choices, for us the emphasis
is on the word discipline.

Mistress regards hooding me as an opportunity to train me to
behave the way She wants. She knows i desire the hoods greatly
and She works that desire to Her ends when i am hooded. She
knows i will do things when hooded that would be far more of a
struggle otherwise.

Mistress many years ago did discover the merits of physical
discipline and She has trained me to take the discipline in
these hoods. By no means every time they are worn but
sufficiently often that i do associate their wear with the
possibility of the discipline. The angle She puts on this is
that this is a positive experience even if painful and
humiliating.

Real punishment for real misdemeanours takes place in other
ways.

Something positive to close with. Nature hands us out all an
individual visage. Sometimes its beautiful. Sometimes we can
make it beautiful. Sometimes the beauty is in the eye of the
beholder. And sometimes nature's gift struggles to be appealing.
And we all age. But regardless of what nature has brought us, we
can all choose and work to be beautiful inside.

Some recent science was claiming there's no such thing as
altruism. Balls i say. We all can make extra-ordinary choices,
we can all explore grace. It is what makes humans different. The
male submissive adores the grace of the Female Dominant and
works to explore and develop that.

Sometimes quite apart from any pleasure that wearing a hood
brings, the same hood can release us from the expectations and
judgements that too much concentration on the face brings. The
hood can be face-saving.

May 20, 2010

Newcomer at the Club


Date: Thu, 20 May 2010 20:26:17 +0100
From: rfrub


Newcomer at the Club

It was going to be Carl's first night at the club. After
literally years of trying, he had met a girl who he both loved
and who was a real Amazon.

It must have taken ten adverts in Forum, three years membership
of Dateline, and I do not how many meals out in about thirty
different restaurants around Leeds. Still Carl knew what he was
looking for.

Finally his patience, politeness and dogged determination had
paid off. He had always slightly suggested to his dates, that a
forceful but kindly girl was what he sought. Someone who would
take charge but still respect his needs. Someone who one could
share the rest of life with, those nights at the theatre or
those trips to sunny Brid.

Oddly enough, most of the girls seemed to think that taking
charge in bed was the man's job, while they lay still and
thought of England. So even though they too wanted to go to
sunny Brid, Carl had to gently go his own way.

Her name finally turned out to be Anna. She was an up and coming
hard working secretary. She seemed to respond to him instantly.
It turned out her father had run away from home. Left with her
mother, she had been brought up to take life by the horns, and
do what she needed.

Her mother had lectured her on the perfidy of the male. "Set's
up the bloody system, so that he's on top and you're beneath,
then what does he do, has everything he needs, and still bloody
well runs off, to find someone else to get on top of. Mark my
words, Anna, never let a dammed man get on top of you!"

This message, Anna grew up with.

At school, she had slightly revised her thoughts. Yes, lots of
them did seem to resemble mauling bears, some were even
attractive mauling bears, she avoided these. However there were
some blokes who seemed a little calmer, people who you could
actually talk about the weather with. She was sure that
somewhere there was a guy sufficiently nice, and perhaps even
pliable, that the prospect of sharing your life together was
even attractive.

She too was patient, her career took up her energies. Rule
number one was obviously be financially independent. To do that,
her 14 year old self had recognised that she must succeed at
school. This she did, and now she was succeeding at work.

Work had been an enlightenment. Certainly there were some girls
who just seemed to be marking time before marriage and
pregnancy, though often it was the other way around. However
since her office was quite demanding, there were some quite
demanding ladies employed.

She had never been aware of Amazons as a concept but Tracy, a
married lady about ten years older, had shared her confidence.
Anna's initial surprise had rapidly changed to a recognition of
a kindred spirit. She had been amazed to learn (and then rather
pleased) that you could find men who did as they were told in
bed. You could even find men with strong minded characters who
could earn their own livings, and yet when undressed were as
demure and submissive as any woman was supposed to be.

Tracy had told her about their club, where a small group of like
minded woman met to support each other. In a hostile climate, it
was a sort of counselling service. It also acted as a training
clinic. Every month, the group met with their men, then they
stripped them, and played with them. Apparently Tracy and her
friends, had made no end of progress in becoming mistresses of
Fem Dom. Where they had started out uncertainly, now they trod
confidently, with their men trotting obediently behind.

What was more according to Tracy, these men were happy too.
Everyone seemed to gain, the girls were no longer left like
second class citizens, hurt and bleeding in the dark. The men
released from their stereotypes were discovering the real joy of
worshipping a female with a healthy dose of self abandonment.
The women knew what they wanted and told the men exactly how to
do it, the men found that it was far easier and just as
pleasurable to do what they were told.

Some of the women had discovered that their men were crying out
deep inside to be tied up and whipped! Even the Amazons had not
quite realised the full nature of male lust when untied from its
centuries old duty.

Anna's problem was that, she could not join without a partner.
Hence Anna was overjoyed when after several meetings, Carl's
real needs had been communicated to her, and she liked his
cooking too. They had quickly become lovers, but progressing to
the Amazon club had taken a while longer. Only when Carl had
become completely relaxed with Anna's own lovemaking did he
agree to submit to her suggestion.

So the day had come. Carl had agreed that Anna could take him to
the Amazon's meeting. Tracy had told Anna about how their first
visit would go and in particular what they would be doing to
Carl - this had to remain a secret. Carl did actually feel quite
nervous that evening. He had met Tracy several times now, but
there were five other girls, and apparently he would have to try
to service all of them.

When they got there, Katy opened the door. Immediately she had
taken Carl's hand and opening an ante room door, she had said
"Get in there and undress." Meantime smiling at Anna, she
invited her to join the others for a drink.

Carl undressed in what was just a cloakroom. Once naked, he just
stood there. He did feel frightened, but his cock was firm, and
as he waited he knew he was desperate for a girl, any girl to
come in and tell him what to do.

After about ten minutes, Tracy came in.

She actually smiled at him, "Don't worry, we'll make sure you
have a nice evening, even if we do want to spank the living
daylights out of your bottom." She moved close, and tweaked his
bottom. "Oh, I had better put this on you," she was holding a
lead and chain. She began fixing it around his neck, "Now
remember, don't speak unless you are spoken too, and on all
fours unless you are told, now down boy."

Carl got down on his hands and knees, he was hardly down, before
Tracy snarled "move", and she set off.

He had to follow, what a way to meet these people. He was naked,
with a collar and lead on his neck, crawling through the door
into the lounge. There was Anna, standing alone beside another
girl, both smiling broadly. Beside the girl another man was
crouched, his neck also in a collar and lead.

In fact dotted around the room, were four other naked males
crouching at their mistresses' feet. The fifth guy was sat naked
on a bar stool, in front of another empty bar stool.

Carl was just taking it all in, when Tracy began to speak.

"Ladies, thank you for coming with your pets tonight. We have
two new pets joining us to start their training programme, Carl
here, and Chris, who is already on his perch. For those not
familiar with how we train pets, I will remind you of how we
begin. The first lessons must aim to encourage obedience and
relaxation. Our pets must do what we ask willingly, to do this
all their orifices must be relaxed, and able to accommodate
anything we can offer them. They must not hesitate to undertake
any task, no matter how strange it may seem to them. To help
them, we have a little session on the stools. Most of you know,
what Chris has discovered, these are rather special stools."

Taking the empty one, Tracy showed Carl its seat. "You can see
that it is specially moulded to accommodate each buttock,
springing from it is this rubber dildo. In a moment, we will
put Carl on the stool and insert the dildo. Using these straps,
we will harness Carl securely, so he cannot get off, we will
also attach his ankles with cuffs to the stool legs. Once
restrained, we will sit him opposite Chris. I will then invite
them to mutually masturbate each other to orgasm. Once they have
come, we will manipulate them to erection before each of us uses
them as we please. Katy, Anna, take Carl and secure him!"

Carl's first night of complete slavery had begun. He was aware
only of trivial things like the female perfume around him. He
did think of the dildo, but it had been well lubricated, and he
was impaled with surprisingly little pain.

He was aware of the sweat on Chris's face, and the size of the
guy's organ, but he could not have said a word if he tried,
these girls had certainly taken charge. He felt the straps and
cuffs being fitted, as if in a daze.

Tracy's voice broke though the mist "Go on, wank each other."

He looked at Chris, he was about the same age, his cock was
hard, his eyes were glazed with a combination of lust and
anxiety. Both guy's hands began to move. Carl realised he had
never felt another guy's cock, let alone wanked another man, he
looked down at his own member, as the other bloke's hand cupped
it. Carl saw the hand began to move, and a spasm of pleasure
shook his groin as the guy started to pump him.

Carl knew he must follow suit, Carl wrapped his palm around
Chris' sweaty cock, and he too started pumping. As he did so he
was vaguely aware, that the room was completely silent. The two
guys were the centre of rapt attention.

He could not dwell on their stardom though, the effort to resist
his own orgasm while pumping the other male, all the while
feeling a huge plug locking him to the stool, had him close to
swooning.

Through his haze, he was just aware somewhere in his mind, that
this was the fruition of a dream that his subconscious had lived
with, for so it seemed, as long as he could remember.


May 19, 2010

Jim's Story - part twenty-one

Date: Sun, 20 Dec 2009 23:17:09 -0500
From: randolphus


Jim's Story by randolphus
first part linked here


part twenty-one - Carmen


Carmen entered my cubicle, and I stood and curtseyed.

She smiled and said: "I've been reading about Fem-Dom."

I said: "Yes ma'am." I was trying to think of a way to end this,
hoping the phone would ring.

Carmen said: "Are there a lot of guys like you?"

I said: "You mean in the wanting to be owned sense?"

She said: "Yes"

I said: "I think there are lots, I've heard numbers like five to
twenty percent, but I know there are way more guys wanting to be
owned than women who are into it."

She said: "How did you find each other?"

I said: "I met Sarah in college, and we got married as a
straight couple. Sarah's mom found me out and paired us."

Carmen said: "That's really weird, so why don't you keep it
private?"

I said: "I don't know. I think Miss Sarah talked to Miss Peggy
and I think we're participating in an experiment being conducted
by Miss Peggy."

Carmen said: "So let me get this straight, you have to do
whatever I tell you?"

I said: "Basically yes ma'am."

She said; "Do I have to do what you tell me?"

I said: "It's ambiguous, I don't think so, ma'am."

She said, "Are you cleaning the screens and keyboards every
morning because I told you to?"

I said: "Yes ma'am."

She said: "You may sit down."

I said: "Thank you ma'am." And I sat.

Carmen said: "What would happen if you just ignored me?"

I said: "I guess you would tell Miss Peggy who would tell my
wife who would be angry with me."

Carmen said: "Would she beat you?"

I said: "I'm sure she would, but I feel bad when she's angry
with me."

Carmen said: "So why are you here if you can't boss us around?"

I said: "Miss Peggy's vision is that I can show you the
opportunities we have to be more effective, and that you will
elect to go that way."

Carmen said: "And if we don't?"

I said: "Possibly I'll be replaced with a conventional boss, or
we will all be replaced, or our inefficient ways will destroy
the company."

Carmen said: "Will I get to beat you."

I said: "I don't know."

Carmen said: "This is neat, thanks." And she got up to go.

I stood and curtseyed.

Later that afternoon Peggy asked me to come to the big
conference room. I felt a foreboding but I went. Sally was
standing outside the door and I curtseyed and told her Miss
Peggy had summoned me.

She took my arm and led me around the corner.

She said: "Face the wall and stand there, and stand very still."

I was amazed; my nervousness was increasing. What had I done I
wondered.

After about ten minutes, Sally came for me and escorted me into
the conference room. There were about a eight people sitting
there, including my staff, Peggy, and Sarah. Sally took a chair
and left me standing at the head of the table.

Peggy said: "I learned this afternoon that you have been
disrespectful to Carmen. I discussed it with Sarah, and we think
it would be appropriate if Carmen were to give you a beating
with all of us present. Prepare yourself by removing your
clothes and bend over the table, your hands straight out."

I had been setup. I was going to be beaten. I could take that in
my stride, but with nine women watching, I was mortified. I did
what Peggy told me to. The table hid my locked up penis from
view, and I waited.

To my horror they started talking about my penis corset as if I
wasn't there. Sarah was explaining that I had to be deprived of
sex to continue to be subservient. Then it was how often I was
beaten, the chores I did, cooking, cleaning and she didn't even
spare talking about washing her and her mom's underwear by hand.

My head was down on the desk and I was glad I didn't have to
face them; I noticed that Carmen was staring at me and I caught
her eye, she was smiling.

Peggy said that Sarah normally used a cane, and they didn't have
one but they found a yardstick that Carmen would use. Peggy
asked Sally to sit on my back so I wouldn't move.

Sally wasn't too heavy but it made breathing difficult. Sarah,
my dear wife, gave Carmen advice: "He is trained to count the
strokes and thank you for giving it to him. He loves to scream
and moan, but you want to stroke him hard enough to see the
outline of the yardstick. If you hit him twice in the same spot
he really howls, but you can do it until the area gets really
red without worrying about permanent injury."

I felt like she was talking about a piece of meat at the
grocery. I'm pinned to a conference table, with a secretary who
was wearing a short skirt, sitting on my back, and my wife
trades whipping techniques with one of my employees.

Carmen said: "You have to count and thank me, do you
understand?"

I said: "Yes ma'am." And I discovered it came out as a whisper
because of the weight on my back.

Carmen said: "I didn't hear that."

I sucked in air and tried again: "Yes Ma'am."

Then thwack, it hurt but not like a cane.

I tried to yell: "Thank you Miss Carmen, one."

Then thwack again and Carmen said: "You should count or you will
get more than I intended."

I sucked in air and tried to yell: "Thank you Miss Carmen, two."

Then thwack again and Carmen said: "No that was one. Start over
from the beginning."

Then thwack. I yelled: "Thank you Miss Carmen, one."

"Try to speak louder." Carmen said.

Thwack!

I sucked in air raising Sally a few inches, like I was a bucking
bronco and screamed: "Thank you Miss Carmen, two."

Thwack

By the fifth stroke I was out of breath from the effort to
inhale against the weight of Sally but Carmen was relentless, we
repeated five.

To my mortification I was crying by nine. I couldn't breathe.
The pain was getting intense. I think we did nine three times.

Carmen took mercy and said she felt I would change my attitude.

Peggy said: "Thank you Carmen, you did a good job. Let's let Jim
recover, perhaps he should stand in the corner and you can watch
him for a while Carmen."

Sally got off my back, and I could take a deep breath again.
Everyone left except Carmen. She was very flushed.

Carmen said: "You can take your choice of which corner to stand
in."

I said: "Miss Carmen, may I put my clothes back on?"

She said: "Not now, maybe later."

I got up, and faced the nearest corner. I have never felt so
humiliated.

Carmen said: "I hope you're not too angry with me, but I just
wanted to try beating a man."

I didn't know if I should be talking.

Carmen said: "I asked you a question, you know I could beat you
some more."

I said: "I'm sorry Miss Carmen, I didn't know if I was allowed
to talk while standing in the corner. I'm not angry with you at
all. I put myself into this situation and I'm entirely at your
service. That was the point of this punishment episode and I
already subscribed to the idea. You can do whatever you want but
I have to do what you say."

Carmen said: "I like that idea."

Carmen said: "Would you like to wash and iron my underwear?"

I said: "Yes Miss Carmen, I would, but I don't get to do what I
want. My wife Miss Sarah, her mother, and my boss, Miss Peggy
get to decide what I do, and of course you have already ordered
me to clean the screens and keyboards, which I try to do
diligently."

Carmen said: "Maybe I could have you come to my apartment and
clean it and do my laundry. Would you like that?"

I said: "Yes ma'am."

Carmen said: "If you don't do a good job, I'll really beat you
hard."

I said: "I know that Miss Carmen."

I could hear Carmen stroking herself and making little 'mmff'
noises. After a while she made noises like sucking in lots of
air, suggesting she had climaxed.

I'm just a sex object on display for her.

Carmen said: "I'm going to ask Peggy if you can come out of the
corner yet."

Carmen said: "Peggy said you have to stay in the corner until
1:00 PM and I shouldn't tell you what time it is. She said she
wanted to know if you moved. Because she said you have been
trained to not move. Also you were right, you are not allowed to
talk, but I didn't tell on you. But I might if you don't please
me."

Now she's blackmailing me, but I will do anything for her
anyway.

Finally Carmen said: "It's 1:00 and you can come out of the
corner."

I said: "May I get dressed, Miss Carmen?"

She said: "You really are obedient, of course you can." She left
the conference room.

I got dressed and went to my office.

There was enough work so I focused on it and blotted everything
else out.

I asked my staff to meet in our conference room at 4:00.

I was embarrassed after the spectacle earlier but I tried to
focus. When everyone was seated: Judy said: "Are you going to be
whipped again?" Everyone laughed or giggled.

I said: "I've installed the new call logging software, and it
will automatically install on your computers when you log-on
again. The purpose of the software is primarily so that if one
of us knows something we will all know it, additionally in the
future, we will make the data available to our users so we will
effect a transparency in our operations. I want to warn you that
you should not make comments in the database you don't want read
by the users."

There were a lot of good questions and substantive discussion. I
had also installed software that made a list of all the
computers on our network and I linked it to the calls program so
they could see what hardware and software the user had when they
called for a problem. This pleased my programmers. I ended the
meeting on that up note. Judy came and apologized for the
remark. I thanked her.

I went to my office and Carmen followed me in. I had to get up
and curtsy and I said: "Hello Miss Carmen."

She said: "I talked to the other girls and we want you to take
care of the women's restroom."

I said: "Yes ma'am. Do you think I should do that in the morning
or after you have left?"

Carmen said: "No, all day, we want you to keep it clean and make
sure it's stocked with ladies personal items."

I said: "Isn't the cleaning service doing a good job?"

She said: "They are okay, but this is to keep you down. They had
a meeting and decided you were really doing a great job and
thought you might get too arrogant. Washing some toilets will
teach you humility."

I said: "I don't mind the scrubbing toilets, but I have two
concerns, my time is very valuable to the company and what about
the ladies coming and going, how can I be cleaning when they are
using the place?"

Carmen said: "I agree your time is valuable, but it was your
wife and Peggy that decided it. Your staff was consulted and we
agreed you could work on the stalls that weren't in use. We
won't mind."

I said: "But what if some other woman came in and found me
there?"

She said: "They will make it a private bathroom. Is this what
your wife calls tiresome arguing?"

I said: "No ma'am, I beg pardon. When do I start?"

She said: "I was sent to tell you, right now."

I said: "Will you show me which bathroom we are talking about?"

She said: "I'll take you there and tell you what to do and I'm
supposed to make sure you do a good job. Peggy said I could
spank you if I'm not satisfied with your work. And your wife
said she would bring a cane for me to use."

I said: "Yes ma'am."

Carmen got up and I followed her. Carmen is another woman in my
life. She is about my age, and I judge her as being attractive.
She is about five feet six inches. She has light brown hair
which comes down to near her shoulders; she has brown eyes and
looks serious most of the time. She was wearing a yellow dress
that just brushed her knees. Evidently she has taken an interest
in me.

My wife has handed me to Peggy who, together with my wife has
handed me to Carmen. And Carmen is about to assign me more
chores. It was she who has me cleaning the programmers'
computers in the mornings.

We arrived at the toilets, and Carmen said: "Open the door a
crack and announce yourself as 'Jim to clean the toilets?', wait
a second and go in. Check the sinks, the unoccupied stalls, and
the overall cleanliness, make sure the mirrors are spotless.
When you're done, report to me and I will check it. You can
start now, there are cleaning supplies in that closet."

I said: "Yes ma'am."

Carmen walked out, I curtseyed.

I used a scrub brush on the toilets, cleaned the mirrors, mopped
the floor, washed the counters and polished the chrome fixtures.
I reported to Carmen that I was done.

Carmen said: "It took you 40 minutes, you have to do it in less
than thirty."

I said: "Yes ma'am, when should I do it again?"

Carmen thought for a minute and said: "Do it at 9:30, 1:30 and
4:30 every day."

I said "Yes ma'am."

I curtseyed and went to my office.

A while later Carmen came in, I stood and curtseyed.

She said: "One of the stalls had paper in the toilet; I assume
it was occupied when you cleaned. The rest looked okay. I won't
give you a demerit even though you took too long."

I said: "Thank you Miss Carmen. I found a little cabinet had a
box of tampons, is that what I need to keep in stock?"

Carmen said: "I'll ask everybody if that's what they want;
meanwhile don't let those run out."

I said: "Yes ma'am."

I was really busy because I was trying to run a department and I
was given these time consuming chores. I wanted to have meetings
concerning the call logging software and the graphical web
design software, and the day was slipping by.

I asked everyone if we could meet at 2:30. They all agreed.

At 1:30 I cleaned the toilets again and did it in twenty
minutes.

Carmen checked it. She said: "The toilets looked very clean."

I thanked her respectfully.

At the meeting it was known I was cleaning toilets and a
discussion immediately began about what products should be
stocked in the little cabinet. Carmen wrote down a list. I was
beginning to appreciate her. I managed to get the topic onto
software and we concluded the meeting in an hour.

read part twenty-two here

2010-05-19 ( 6 edited messages )

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# Re: C: men imprisoned and milked in high tech stalls
# Re: C: dominant woman - only in a drunken stupor
# C: eager for more FemDom
# Re: C: eager for more FemDom
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C: men imprisoned and milked in high tech stalls
Date: Tue, 18 May 2010 03:38:05 -0700 (PDT)
From: "Tom (1)"


Hi Folks,

Thank you for the GREAT job you do!

A while back I read one of the stories on your site. Femdom
world, husbands imprisoned and milked by being put into high
tech stalls to increase output. Since I now subscribe I was
hoping for a pointer to the story if possible. Thanks!

Cheers..Tom


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Re: C: men imprisoned and milked in high tech stalls
From: "David" at u4ds.com
Date: Wed, 19 May 2010 01:38:19 +0100


Hello Tom,

There were two people who sign themselves as "Tom" asking
questions about stories, from separate email addresses. So, I've
identified your posts as being from Tom (1) and Tom (2). It
might be advisable to choose a more distinctive alias when
posting.

But as you were the first "Tom" today to ask a question about
stories, I'll answer you first.

you wrote:

>A while back I read one of the stories on your site. Femdom
>world

If that is the title of the story you are looking for, then
perhaps "Fem Dom World Federation by Aquasprite" is the story
you are looking for?

If so, you'll find that one at:-

http://www.mschristine.com/DOMestic/sa.htm#aqua

>husbands imprisoned and milked by being put into high tech
>stalls to increase output

After searching for the title you indicated, I also did a quick
search using the DOMestic member's search facility at:-

http://www.mschristine.com/DOMestic/search.htm

for the word "milking" and found 134 results over 14 pages. Many
results were for articles and discussion, but there were plenty
of stories. Just a couple which looked likely were:-

"Judgement by Eighty Two-One Eight Three". Where both parts 12
and 13 seem likely to fit your description at:-

http://www.mschristine.com/DOMestic/se.htm#judge

and "The Prisoner Chapter Twenty Six" at:-

http://www.mschristine.com/DOMestic/dom3203.htm

I started to look through the list of other stories which
mentioned milking, but it soon became clear that were quite a
lot, too many to list them all here. Including:-

The Resort Business by counterparts199

The Queen's Ring by sterling

Andrea by Bill

Power and Passion by Bill

Making the Grade by Super A

The Immigrant by Bill

The Immigrant - Book Three by Larry Stamps

Mistress Terry's toy by Mistress Terry's toy

And in the listings for that "milking" search I saw quite a few
stories by Christine and myself. Just two examples are:-

Mr Jones by Christine

One Week by David

>Since I now subscribe I was hoping for a pointer to the story
>if possible.

I didn't try the advanced search options, which allow you to
refine your search in many different ways. But if none of the
above are the story you are looking for, then as you have access
to the member's search facility, why not try the advanced search
options yourself?

sincerely,
David at Ms-Christine.com

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Re: C: dominant woman - only in a drunken stupor
Date: 9 May 2010 03:37:59 -0000
From: nuked potatoes


Hi Ms Christine and David,

Thank You for the time on Your reply and as always wish You well
and happiness :-)

Love this story on Jim. (Jim's Story link)

I'm like many men, who work ourselves to death, what else is
there? Men take care of people. I am grateful to be a man.

It is not a judgemental thing when i talk of it as it concerns
female dominance, and i of course wish every happiness in
whatever form any two people enjoy together. Natural or not,
indeed, what does it matter?

It is divine When a Woman will take this role in true life and i
count myself among the many men that would gladly give it up.
Still as a man it is wonderful to support and serve a Woman. It,
to me, is a conditioning of our education, programming, what
have you...

As always i am working, it is my life. i enjoy the writers,
enjoy the concept and enjoy the list.

Again i am pressed for time and very tired, under pressure. I
dream to just let go... but i can't, i take care of people and i
am grateful that i have that gift of being a man

nuked_potatoes


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C: eager for more FemDom
Date: 18 May 2010 17:27:41 -0000
From: "Tom (2)"


Have any parts of "Jim's Story" after part 20 been posted? Do
you intend to post additional parts?

Thanks,
Tom


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Re: C: eager for more FemDom
From: "David" at u4ds.com
Date: Wed, 19 May 2010 02:05:19 +0100


Hello,

Tom (2) wrote:

>Have any parts of "Jim's Story" after part 20 been posted?

Episode 21 will be posted right after the next DOMestic digest
which will include the episode 20 which is already on the blog.

When new episodes are posted they will appear at the top of the
blog at:-

http://u4ds.com

above the part you are referring to. And further, at the time of
posting a new episode we place a link at the end of the last episode
to the next.

>Do you intend to post additional parts?

Yes, there is plenty more to come.

We post a new episode with each digest, and usually we post the
next episode straight after posting the current digest.

So as I'm preparing a digest now it's likely that you will see a
new episode in the next few hours.

We don't post/send out a digest unless folk post messages to
DOMestic. And strangely folk have been very quiet indeed lately,
and almost the only posts we've received of late have been those
asking about stories in the last 24 hours.

DOMestic is a digest of discussion posts with a sprinkling of
stories for variety. If only one story author is currently
posting, it would make a strange digest if it only had several
episodes of that one author's stories and no discussion posts at
all.

So, if you want more DOMestic digests, and more story episodes,
send in more discussion messages. :-)

sincerely,
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S: Jim's Story - part twenty
Date: Sun, 20 Dec 2009 23:17:09 -0500
From: randolphus


Jim's Story by randolphus
first part linked here


part twenty - Monday morning back to work.


Peggy introduced me to the staff, six women. Three of them were
involved in the company web site, and the other three worked on
the IT help desk and the company's applications.

I felt it strange to address Peggy as Miss Peggy in front of my
staff. But nobody commented or thought it was odd. I had each
person into my office to explain what they were working on and
what problems they saw. That took the rest of the morning and
half the afternoon.

I ended up with about a dozen pages of notes and tried to form a
picture of the operation in my mind. To summarize, everybody was
doing their own thing. There was an "us against them" mentality
toward users and even the customers. One of the staff even
expressed hostility.

I asked for a meeting with Peggy, and got it at the end of the
day. I told her what I wanted to do, and estimated the cost and
time. She agreed. I told her I might fire one of the staff and
she said I couldn't do that. Then the conversation got weird.

Peggy said: "You work for them, you are here because of your
experience and expertise, I decided they needed your help."

I said: "Miss Peggy, how can I manage them if I can't fire
them?"

She said: "You may observe and recommend. I would like you to
address the programmers as Miss and acknowledge with yes madam,
no madam."

I was stunned, I said: "Yes ma'am." And I got up to leave.

Peggy said: "Sarah tells me you are trained to curtsy when you
come into my presence."

I said: "Yes ma'am."

Peggy said: "Will you report to Sarah that you did not curtsy
when you came into my office. And I will be asking the
programmers if you have been addressing them correctly and
showing the respect you are trained for."

I was in a daze and said: "Yes ma'am." I hurried to the door
curtseyed and was about to leave.

Peggy said: "Come back."

I returned and curtseyed.

Peggy said: "You may continue to stand. Sarah told me you were
completely trained to be submissive to women and you were
comfortable with the concept. Do I sense that you are having a
problem?"

I said: "What Sarah said was correct. But I consider the whole
scene to be a sexual kink of mine and I think it is presumptuous
and bordering on sexual predation to involve others, which is
one issue, the second is I don't know how to manage without the
authority to affect the outcomes I've taken responsibility for."

Peggy said: "Let me put your mind at ease, everyone here is
expecting the behavior Sarah has described, let me say it
differently, they are demanding it. Second, consider this a new
way of doing things. You have no authority; you are at the
bottom of the pecking order. Your effectiveness will depend on
your ability to lead and to persuade. Of course you will be held
accountable. Ridiculously unfair."

I said: "Yes ma'am."

Peggy said: "Is that all you have to say?"

I said: "No ma'am, but I'm surprised and a little overwhelmed, I
understand what you said, and it's what I asked for at home. I
promise I will do the best I can. I have to make plans to get
the job done under different circumstances."

Peggy said: "Don't think the lack of respect you showed the
ladies will be ignored."

I said: "No ma'am."

Peggy said: "You may leave, tell Sarah what we discussed."

I said: "Thank you, Miss Peggy." I curtseyed at the door and
went out.

I waited for Sarah by the car in the parking garage. I don't
have keys. I was instructed to wait by the car. Sarah had said:
"That means that you are touching the car while you wait."

Are those six programmers in on this like Peggy said? Did Sarah
know? How will I lead these ladies, how can I make a functioning
group with an outward focus with no authority? Will they listen
to me or just laugh at me?

I waited probably an hour leaning on the car, dragging my hand
along the body as I walked around it. I knew I was probably in
trouble, but how could I know there was conspiracy going on.
Sarah never said anything, Peggy didn't give me direction, and I
stumbled into it.

Sarah handed me the keys and I unlocked the car, and opened the
back door for Sarah, then went around and got into the drivers
seat. After I backed out I told Sarah about the episode with
Peggy.

Sarah was totally unsympathetic. She said: "You have
disappointed me again. I guess I didn't cane you hard enough
after the party."

Her attitude was so unfair. I wasn't looking forward to the
beating I was going to get, but it was more disturbing that she
didn't see that she was one of the causes of me being totally
blindsided.

When we got home, I opened her car door, and she said: "Ask
Kathleen to gag you before you go into the kitchen."

I said: "Yes ma'am."

I locked the car and gave the keys to Sarah and ran to open the
house door for her.

I found Kathleen in the family room and curtseyed. I said: "Miss
Sarah wants me to ask you for a gag before I enter the kitchen,
Miss Kathleen."

Kathleen said: "Kneel down and open your mouth, I'll find one
for you."

I knelt, and felt stupid opening my mouth and waiting. And I
waited a long time.

Finally Kathleen placed an especially foul tasting gag into my
mouth and fastened the straps behind my head. The foul taste
seemed to grow and I recognized the gag with holes in it. I
couldn't ask what it was I tasted.

Kathleen said: "Fix dinner, I'm getting hungry."

I couldn't talk, but I curtseyed and went into the kitchen and
fixed something. It's hard to be a chef, even for the novice I
was, when one's olfaction is contaminated by the substance
dripping out of my gag. I made something safe I forgot about,
but I served a seductively potent sweet wine.

The ladies didn't complain about dinner. Sarah said: "Clean the
kitchen."

Kathleen said: "You have laundry to do tonight."

Sarah said: "When you finish that go upstairs and stand in the
corner."

I curtseyed twice to the ladies.

I'm somewhat fetishy and washing Sarah's and Kathleen's
underwear is a little turn on, but washing Sarah's panties and
knowing she was going to beat me mercilessly made me feel very
much in the slave scene. I'm happy to be in this situation.
There were only about a dozen pieces so I finished hanging
everything to dry and went upstairs.

What continued to disturb me was that it would have taken only
one sentence to tell me what was expected. And of course I can't
say anything with the ball in my mouth.

I went upstairs to our bedroom and stood in the designated
corner and waited. Sarah finally came upstairs.

She said: "Undress me."

I took her clothes off, she was so beautiful but I could tell
from her set lip that she was angry at me. I put her pajamas
with the loose pants and shirt on her and got her a bathrobe.
Then I picked up her clothes and hung them or threw them into
the laundry.

I couldn't talk so I just curtseyed.

She told me to strip.

I took all my clothes off and folded them and put them on a
dresser since my closet was no longer here. Sarah got up and
pulled my arms behind me and handcuffed me. She led me over to
the chair and had me lie across it.

Sarah said: "You don't have to count; I will do it for you. You
can think how you embarrassed me again. I want to impress on you
that I will not suffer these humiliations alone. You will suffer
twice as much as I do." And she commences slashing me with a
cane.

It felt like my skin was being cut. The pain seemed to well up
after the stroke. I couldn't scream or protest because of the
gag. Did she know how much she was hurting me? I kept thinking
it would end. She would pause and move and then it resumed. I
have no idea how many strokes I got but it was too many. Then a
pause and she didn't resume. I just laid there in pain.

After a long while she took my arm and led me to the corner. She
said: "I want to see you standing there when I wake up. Don't
move; I still have the cane."

Actually I did move but I guess she was sleeping, I actually
fell asleep standing up and fell into the corner. I didn't know
that could happen. Normally I would confess I had moved but this
punishment was so unfair.

Sarah woke up and she said: "Did you move?"

It was a good thing I was gagged because I couldn't have lied.

Sarah said: "I forgot you're gagged, come here."

I did and Sarah removed the handcuffs and the gag.

She said: "Did you move after I told you not to."

I said: "Yes ma'am."

She said: "What warning did I give you?"

I said: "You said you still had the cane, Miss Sarah."

She said: "Hands behind your back." She handcuffed me. Then she
ordered me over the chair.

She said: "You may count and thank me; I think it's a bad idea
to disobey instructions during a punishment session."

She then thrashed me with the cane. I couldn't help but scream
out; it landed on the cuts from the night before. I managed to
say: "Thank you Miss Sarah, One."

Each one was so hard to take, I got ten.

Sarah said: "Get up."

She removed the handcuffs and said: "Dress me."

I felt so in love with this woman who brutalized me.

I found panties that I had recently washed and ironed and a
matching bra that I had ironed and brought it to her and helped
her on with it. I wanted so much to kiss and caress her but her
tight lips let me know she was still angry. I knew from
experience that anything might make matters worse for me so I
worked in silence. Normally I would get a rush of excitement
putting her pantyhose on her but I was just nervous.

She said: "Go make coffee and prepare my breakfast."

I said: "Yes ma'am." And I curtseyed.

I didn't get any complaints about breakfast, and I drove us to
work in silence. I thought maybe I could get some guidance from
Peggy.

I asked for and got an appointment to see Peggy early.

I curtseyed on entering her office and stood, I said: "Miss
Peggy, thank you for our conversation last night. I have thought
about it and I'm going to enthusiastically change my methods. I
have only one question which is: what is the scope of the women
that this behavior applies to. Is it everyone in our company?"

Peggy said: "Good question, Jim. At the present time it will be
only the IT department and myself and my assistant. That may
change and I will let you know. Was Sarah hard on you?"

I said: "Yes ma'am and I think she is still angry with me."

Peggy said: "Sarah thinks you are the best trained man in the
world, and takes any lapses hard."

I said: "The last thing I want to do is disappoint her, but I
need guidance because my addressing an unsuspecting woman as
miss somebody or curtsying in front of her might cause a furor
worse than disappointment."

She said: "You are very right Jim"

I said: "Thank you Miss Peggy" that was all I had.

She said: "You may leave. Remember my assistant Sally also
expects your respect."

I said: "Thank you Miss Peggy," and I curtseyed. I wondered if I
should walk out backwards. That would be too silly. I thanked
Miss Sally and curtseyed for her too.

I visited my six IT ladies. I visited each cubicle, curtseyed
and said: "Miss _ would you be available to discuss our role and
direction in the conference room later this morning about
11:30?" Then I curtseyed and left.

I was surprised when everyone accepted. It's very weird being
the boss but not.

In the conference room I stood up as soon as the first person
arrived. I gave my talk about our role and asked everyone to
participate and the discussion was very rich in ideas and
insights. Everyone agreed we needed the new software.

Then, I think it was Carmen, said: "Does your wife actually beat
you?"

I was overwhelmed with embarrassment. I said: "Yes ma'am."

Betty said: "Do you like to get beaten?"

I wanted this discussion to end but I answered: "I very much
dislike getting beaten, but I want with all my being to be owned
by her, Miss Betty."

Carmen said: "Can we beat you?"

Everyone was so intent and looking at me. I said: "I suppose.
All of this is a new experience for me as I suspect it is for
you also."

Partly to change the subject, I said: "I would like permission
to fix up the computer wiring in your cubicles. I get here early
and leave late because I ride with Sarah so I will do it over
the next week or so."

Carmen said: "While you're doing that wash the monitors and
clean the keyboards."

I said: "Yes ma'am, I will."

I said: "I would like to adjourn this meeting."

No one objected, it had become so quiet, everyone was looking at
me. I was wondering if I should be curtsying as each one filed
out.

I actually did Carmen one better, I replaced all the keyboards
and mice with new ones, and got everyone new very large lcd's. I
also replaced the spaghetti on the floors with neat tie-wrapped
wiring.


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May 18, 2010

eager for more FemDom

Date: 18 May 2010 17:27:41 -0000
From: Tom (2)


Have any parts of "Jim's Story" after part 20 been posted? Do
you intend to post additional parts?

Thanks,
Tom

men imprisoned and milked in high tech stalls

Date: Tue, 18 May 2010 03:38:05 -0700 (PDT)
From: Tom (1)


Hi Folks,

Thank you for the GREAT job you do!

A while back I read one of the stories on your site. Femdom
world, husbands imprisoned and milked by being put into high
tech stalls to increase output. Since I now subscribe I was
hoping for a pointer to the story if possible. Thanks!



Cheers..Tom

May 9, 2010

Jim's Story - part twenty

Date: Sun, 20 Dec 2009 23:17:09 -0500
From: randolphus


Jim's Story by randolphus
first part linked here


part twenty - Monday morning back to work.


Peggy introduced me to the staff, six women. Three of them were
involved in the company web site, and the other three worked on
the IT help desk and the company's applications.

I felt it strange to address Peggy as Miss Peggy in front of my
staff. But nobody commented or thought it was odd. I had each
person into my office to explain what they were working on and
what problems they saw. That took the rest of the morning and
half the afternoon.

I ended up with about a dozen pages of notes and tried to form a
picture of the operation in my mind. To summarize, everybody was
doing their own thing. There was an "us against them" mentality
toward users and even the customers. One of the staff even
expressed hostility.

I asked for a meeting with Peggy, and got it at the end of the
day. I told her what I wanted to do, and estimated the cost and
time. She agreed. I told her I might fire one of the staff and
she said I couldn't do that. Then the conversation got weird.

Peggy said: "You work for them, you are here because of your
experience and expertise, I decided they needed your help."

I said: "Miss Peggy, how can I manage them if I can't fire
them?"

She said: "You may observe and recommend. I would like you to
address the programmers as Miss and acknowledge with yes madam,
no madam."

I was stunned, I said: "Yes ma'am." And I got up to leave.

Peggy said: "Sarah tells me you are trained to curtsy when you
come into my presence."

I said: "Yes ma'am."

Peggy said: "Will you report to Sarah that you did not curtsy
when you came into my office. And I will be asking the
programmers if you have been addressing them correctly and
showing the respect you are trained for."

I was in a daze and said: "Yes ma'am." I hurried to the door
curtseyed and was about to leave.

Peggy said: "Come back."

I returned and curtseyed.

Peggy said: "You may continue to stand. Sarah told me you were
completely trained to be submissive to women and you were
comfortable with the concept. Do I sense that you are having a
problem?"

I said: "What Sarah said was correct. But I consider the whole
scene to be a sexual kink of mine and I think it is presumptuous
and bordering on sexual predation to involve others, which is
one issue, the second is I don't know how to manage without the
authority to affect the outcomes I've taken responsibility for."

Peggy said: "Let me put your mind at ease, everyone here is
expecting the behavior Sarah has described, let me say it
differently, they are demanding it. Second, consider this a new
way of doing things. You have no authority; you are at the
bottom of the pecking order. Your effectiveness will depend on
your ability to lead and to persuade. Of course you will be held
accountable. Ridiculously unfair."

I said: "Yes ma'am."

Peggy said: "Is that all you have to say?"

I said: "No ma'am, but I'm surprised and a little overwhelmed, I
understand what you said, and it's what I asked for at home. I
promise I will do the best I can. I have to make plans to get
the job done under different circumstances."

Peggy said: "Don't think the lack of respect you showed the
ladies will be ignored."

I said: "No ma'am."

Peggy said: "You may leave, tell Sarah what we discussed."

I said: "Thank you, Miss Peggy." I curtseyed at the door and
went out.

I waited for Sarah by the car in the parking garage. I don't
have keys. I was instructed to wait by the car. Sarah had said:
"That means that you are touching the car while you wait."

Are those six programmers in on this like Peggy said? Did Sarah
know? How will I lead these ladies, how can I make a functioning
group with an outward focus with no authority? Will they listen
to me or just laugh at me?

I waited probably an hour leaning on the car, dragging my hand
along the body as I walked around it. I knew I was probably in
trouble, but how could I know there was conspiracy going on.
Sarah never said anything, Peggy didn't give me direction, and I
stumbled into it.

Sarah handed me the keys and I unlocked the car, and opened the
back door for Sarah, then went around and got into the drivers
seat. After I backed out I told Sarah about the episode with
Peggy.

Sarah was totally unsympathetic. She said: "You have
disappointed me again. I guess I didn't cane you hard enough
after the party."

Her attitude was so unfair. I wasn't looking forward to the
beating I was going to get, but it was more disturbing that she
didn't see that she was one of the causes of me being totally
blindsided.

When we got home, I opened her car door, and she said: "Ask
Kathleen to gag you before you go into the kitchen."

I said: "Yes ma'am."

I locked the car and gave the keys to Sarah and ran to open the
house door for her.

I found Kathleen in the family room and curtseyed. I said: "Miss
Sarah wants me to ask you for a gag before I enter the kitchen,
Miss Kathleen."

Kathleen said: "Kneel down and open your mouth, I'll find one
for you."

I knelt, and felt stupid opening my mouth and waiting. And I
waited a long time.

Finally Kathleen placed an especially foul tasting gag into my
mouth and fastened the straps behind my head. The foul taste
seemed to grow and I recognized the gag with holes in it. I
couldn't ask what it was I tasted.

Kathleen said: "Fix dinner, I'm getting hungry."

I couldn't talk, but I curtseyed and went into the kitchen and
fixed something. It's hard to be a chef, even for the novice I
was, when one's olfaction is contaminated by the substance
dripping out of my gag. I made something safe I forgot about,
but I served a seductively potent sweet wine.

The ladies didn't complain about dinner. Sarah said: "Clean the
kitchen."

Kathleen said: "You have laundry to do tonight."

Sarah said: "When you finish that go upstairs and stand in the
corner."

I curtseyed twice to the ladies.

I'm somewhat fetishy and washing Sarah's and Kathleen's
underwear is a little turn on, but washing Sarah's panties and
knowing she was going to beat me mercilessly made me feel very
much in the slave scene. I'm happy to be in this situation.
There were only about a dozen pieces so I finished hanging
everything to dry and went upstairs.

What continued to disturb me was that it would have taken only
one sentence to tell me what was expected. And of course I can't
say anything with the ball in my mouth.

I went upstairs to our bedroom and stood in the designated
corner and waited. Sarah finally came upstairs.

She said: "Undress me."

I took her clothes off, she was so beautiful but I could tell
from her set lip that she was angry at me. I put her pajamas
with the loose pants and shirt on her and got her a bathrobe.
Then I picked up her clothes and hung them or threw them into
the laundry.

I couldn't talk so I just curtseyed.

She told me to strip.

I took all my clothes off and folded them and put them on a
dresser since my closet was no longer here. Sarah got up and
pulled my arms behind me and handcuffed me. She led me over to
the chair and had me lie across it.

Sarah said: "You don't have to count; I will do it for you. You
can think how you embarrassed me again. I want to impress on you
that I will not suffer these humiliations alone. You will suffer
twice as much as I do." And she commences slashing me with a
cane.

It felt like my skin was being cut. The pain seemed to well up
after the stroke. I couldn't scream or protest because of the
gag. Did she know how much she was hurting me? I kept thinking
it would end. She would pause and move and then it resumed. I
have no idea how many strokes I got but it was too many. Then a
pause and she didn't resume. I just laid there in pain.

After a long while she took my arm and led me to the corner. She
said: "I want to see you standing there when I wake up. Don't
move; I still have the cane."

Actually I did move but I guess she was sleeping, I actually
fell asleep standing up and fell into the corner. I didn't know
that could happen. Normally I would confess I had moved but this
punishment was so unfair.

Sarah woke up and she said: "Did you move?"

It was a good thing I was gagged because I couldn't have lied.

Sarah said: "I forgot you're gagged, come here."

I did and Sarah removed the handcuffs and the gag.

She said: "Did you move after I told you not to."

I said: "Yes ma'am."

She said: "What warning did I give you?"

I said: "You said you still had the cane, Miss Sarah."

She said: "Hands behind your back." She handcuffed me. Then she
ordered me over the chair.

She said: "You may count and thank me; I think it's a bad idea
to disobey instructions during a punishment session."

She then thrashed me with the cane. I couldn't help but scream
out; it landed on the cuts from the night before. I managed to
say: "Thank you Miss Sarah, One."

Each one was so hard to take, I got ten.

Sarah said: "Get up."

She removed the handcuffs and said: "Dress me."

I felt so in love with this woman who brutalized me.

I found panties that I had recently washed and ironed and a
matching bra that I had ironed and brought it to her and helped
her on with it. I wanted so much to kiss and caress her but her
tight lips let me know she was still angry. I knew from
experience that anything might make matters worse for me so I
worked in silence. Normally I would get a rush of excitement
putting her pantyhose on her but I was just nervous.

She said: "Go make coffee and prepare my breakfast."

I said: "Yes ma'am." And I curtseyed.

I didn't get any complaints about breakfast, and I drove us to
work in silence. I thought maybe I could get some guidance from
Peggy.

I asked for and got an appointment to see Peggy early.

I curtseyed on entering her office and stood, I said: "Miss
Peggy, thank you for our conversation last night. I have thought
about it and I'm going to enthusiastically change my methods. I
have only one question which is: what is the scope of the women
that this behavior applies to. Is it everyone in our company?"

Peggy said: "Good question, Jim. At the present time it will be
only the IT department and myself and my assistant. That may
change and I will let you know. Was Sarah hard on you?"

I said: "Yes ma'am and I think she is still angry with me."

Peggy said: "Sarah thinks you are the best trained man in the
world, and takes any lapses hard."

I said: "The last thing I want to do is disappoint her, but I
need guidance because my addressing an unsuspecting woman as
miss somebody or curtsying in front of her might cause a furor
worse than disappointment."

She said: "You are very right Jim"

I said: "Thank you Miss Peggy" that was all I had.

She said: "You may leave. Remember my assistant Sally also
expects your respect."

I said: "Thank you Miss Peggy," and I curtseyed. I wondered if I
should walk out backwards. That would be too silly. I thanked
Miss Sally and curtseyed for her too.

I visited my six IT ladies. I visited each cubicle, curtseyed
and said: "Miss _ would you be available to discuss our role and
direction in the conference room later this morning about
11:30?" Then I curtseyed and left.

I was surprised when everyone accepted. It's very weird being
the boss but not.

In the conference room I stood up as soon as the first person
arrived. I gave my talk about our role and asked everyone to
participate and the discussion was very rich in ideas and
insights. Everyone agreed we needed the new software.

Then, I think it was Carmen, said: "Does your wife actually beat
you?"

I was overwhelmed with embarrassment. I said: "Yes ma'am."

Betty said: "Do you like to get beaten?"

I wanted this discussion to end but I answered: "I very much
dislike getting beaten, but I want with all my being to be owned
by her, Miss Betty."

Carmen said: "Can we beat you?"

Everyone was so intent and looking at me. I said: "I suppose.
All of this is a new experience for me as I suspect it is for
you also."

Partly to change the subject, I said: "I would like permission
to fix up the computer wiring in your cubicles. I get here early
and leave late because I ride with Sarah so I will do it over
the next week or so."

Carmen said: "While you're doing that wash the monitors and
clean the keyboards."

I said: "Yes ma'am, I will."

I said: "I would like to adjourn this meeting."

No one objected, it had become so quiet, everyone was looking at
me. I was wondering if I should be curtsying as each one filed
out.

I actually did Carmen one better, I replaced all the keyboards
and mice with new ones, and got everyone new very large lcd's. I
also replaced the spaghetti on the floors with neat tie-wrapped
wiring.

read part twenty-one here

2010-05-09 ( 6 edited messages )


# C: slave penny's adventures
# Re: C: slave penny's adventures x 2
# Re: C: dominant woman - only in a drunken stupor x 2
# S: Jim's Story - part nineteen


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C: slave penny's adventures
Date: Sat, 1 May 2010 18:52:32 +0000
From: penny slave


Hello Group,

I wish to relate to you some adventures that my Mistress has
planned for me tonight. To start let me preface by saying that
it has been a week since she allowed me release. As I write
this, my balls are swollen and hurting. If only I could stop
thinking about what's going to happen tonight!

Currently she is out shopping, and has said that if I get the
bathroom done, we MAY play games tonight. The game she has
planned requires me to stand up and entertain her by
masturbating while she relaxes with a glass of wine. If I hit
the bowl on the floor I will be rewarded.

The size of the bowl depends on her idea of my behavior over the
past week. It could be a mixing bowl, or it could be a dixie
cup. If I hit the bowl, I get to consume it mixed with some
wine. If I miss however, I must lick it off the floor. In
addition I will be beaten, and must spend the night in the
closet.

Although that excites me greatly, I'm sure it's very
uncomfortable, so I might wish to avoid it. I'd also like to
avoid the beating, as on Sunday I have 15 discipline strokes
(administered every week) and some punishment strokes scheduled.
A painful beating tonight will just make it worse tomorrow.

If anyone is interested, I will relate the events of tonight.


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Re: C: slave penny's adventures
From: "David" at u4ds.com
Date: Sat, 01 May 2010 21:45:46 +0100


Hello slave penny,

you wrote:

>If anyone is interested, I will relate the events of tonight.

Sounds like fun. I'd like to read your account of the fun and
games. And the punishment and discipline too :-)

sincerely,
David

Download "Games People Play" by David.

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Re: C: slave penny's adventures
Date: Mon, 3 May 2010 22:31:02 +0000
From: penny slave


results of slave penny's night...

Things played out slightly differently to what may have been
planned.

Mistress lamented the fact that after I came I would be useless
to her as a servant for a few days. She did not like to see me
in pain with swollen balls, however, because it decreases my
performance. She toyed with the idea of keeping me chaste for a
much longer time and using milking to help with the pressure.

I really don't know if I can obey her that long as we use the
honor system (as well as reduced opportunity for privacy) for
chastity.

She asked me if I would still like to play the game, or put it
off.

I replied that I wanted to play, expecting that I would end my
suffering that day immediately.

She said "then go in there and clean the bathroom".

My heart fell, but I poured her a glass of wine, and while I
cleaned the bathroom in record time, she watched tv.

When I returned, she pointed to the other glass and said:-
"There's your cup, go and use it, but somewhere else, the closet
or the corner. I'm not interested in watching."

I was a little shocked, was my behavior that bad that I would
have to hit this target.

My face must have shown it, because she said that I could hold
the wine glass in my hand. I took no time at all to fill the
bottom of the glass while kneeling at the foot of the bed. I
then got up and filled the glass with wine, took a small sip,
and as I had already cum, losing some of my submissive state, I
asked if I could pour the rest out.

Mistress had never really forced me to consume it before, so I
thought this would be the same. No such luck, "that's
disgusting. finish it" she replied. So I did.

Recently she has done well keeping me in my place. Before the
game would end when I came, but now she likes my submissive
attitude and works hard to keep me in my place.

As for the regular discipline session on Sunday, it did not
happen. Events at my vanilla job played out differently than
expected and I had to leave early in the morning, very early. I
asked if we could postpone this until Tuesday as the kids would
not be asleep before me.

Mistress agreed, but said "fine, but it will be double".

That makes it thirty strokes for regular discipline, plus an
unspecified number for:-

1) acting like an alpha male while we cuddled
2) leaving the toilet seat up
and
3) forgetting to run the dishwasher.

Mistress may achieve her goal of making me hurt the next day
after a beating.


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Re: C: dominant woman - only in a drunken stupor
From: "Darryl Ducharme"
Date: Mon, 26 Apr 2010 21:27:10 -0600


Hello To David,

In your valid point, in reference to my observation "that there
is no such thing as a Dominant Woman", you used the analogy
David:-

That it was like taking a bottle of whiskey into my back yard
and digging for gold and not finding any after my bottle of
whiskey was gone, and then declaring there is no such thing as
gold.

That is clever and condescending. Which is not to say it is
undeserved from my posts of the past.

What i was referring to and what i believe, is that it is not
natural for a woman to be capable of, or turned on by,
humiliating men. Something happened to their dream, that is not
to say it is always a bad thing. However a Woman, i believe,
desires that same thing we all do, to feel needed and loved.

That feeling of power to control someone who commits and is
dedicated has made men hunt and gather to care for Women and
their family, through the ages.

In speaking of a femdom led relationship, an ideal male slave is
a Man, adjusted of course to the Woman in question.

The greatest gift my Father ever taught me was the fact; That i
take care of myself and by doing that i can take care of others.
That is a man's gift.

i'll write more on the subject, i am home now but i work like a
dog always trapped in some north american conditioning to be a
consumer, and i owe many responses.

humbly Yours
nuked_potatoes


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Re: C: dominant woman - only in a drunken stupor
From: "David" at u4ds.com
Date: Sat, 01 May 2010 22:19:11 +0100


Hello Darryl / nuked,

I'm glad that you now accept that there are "Dominant Women" and
I didn't mean to be condescending with my analogy, it was just
my attempt at humour. It is often easier to communicate a point
with a simple analogy, and humour often sweetens the pill.

I don't think you've said anything new in your latest post. I
think many of us had already understood your point that you
don't consider sado/masochism in Female Dominants to be natural
and that you consider the natural male/female roles to be
derived from the times when humans were all hunter gatherers.

The fact is that human society is no longer organised in
prehistoric ways. Things have moved on, for better or worse. But
I've no doubt that many view the desire to dominate and submit
to be both natural and derived in no small part from our animal
nature.

The idea that for women to enjoy sadism, means that "something
happened to their dream", may be true for a minority. But it
does not mean that it is true for all. I've known many women who
take pleasure in humiliating men, and I've no reason to believe
that "something happened to their dream". For many, finding a
male who likes to be humiliated is their dream come true.

Personally, I don't care whether my sexual sado masochistic
pleasure is viewed by others to be natural or not. It is quite
simply the way I am, and feels very pleasurable when I indulge
my sexual masochism.

Analogy mode on:- I don't think it's natural for humans to
travel at speeds in excess of a hundred miles an hour. But I
don't deny that many humans of both sexes get a lot of pleasure
from it.

sincerely,
David at Ms-Christine.com

You can read my own (now very old) article "why" at
http://www.mschristine.com/why.shtml


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S: Jim's Story - part nineteen
Date: Sun, 20 Dec 2009 23:17:09 -0500
From: randolphus


Jim's Story by randolphus
first part linked here


part nineteen - New Job

I resorted to the cook books to figure out what to fix for
dinner. The women keep me to a tight schedule and there is no
time for testing recipes and I'm still a novice and I fear
screwing up something complicated. I found dozen's of yummy
sounding recipes but more than five ingredients or six steps and
I move on. I gave up searching recipes.

In desperation I found a bottle of spaghetti sauce that said it
had lots of mushrooms in a light Alfredo sauce. I knew I had a
nice white wine. Problem solved. I can't do the chopping I see
on TV, but I can cut up lettuce and tomatoes.

I served the spaghetti fearing that they would complain about
spaghetti all the time. The ladies ate it all up. And they drank
several glasses of wine each. I licked the bowl and it tasted
pretty good.

Sarah said: "After you clean up, bring the leftover wine and
report to the family room."

I said: "Yes ma'am." And I curtseyed.

I served wine to Sarah and Kathleen who were watching TV.

Sarah said: "Get the handcuffs and when you come back strip."

I was puzzled but relieved she didn't ask me to bring paddles or
canes. I said "Yes ma'am." And curtseyed twice.

Sarah handcuffed me and sent me to sit in the corner.

Sarah said: "Peggy who is the CEO of our company was very
impressed with Jim who advised her about our IT problems. She
wants Jim to come and help us." She addressed Katherine. And I
had not been invited to speak.

Then Sarah said: "What do you think Jim."

I said: "Its very gratifying that Miss Peggy liked me. I'm your
slave Miss Sarah."

Sarah said: "That's true, but do you think you can do the job."

I said: "I can do it easily, Peggy said she had a staff of six
people, that's much fewer people that I managed before, and I'm
familiar with the systems they're using."

Sarah said: "Do you want to?"

I said: "Miss Sarah, you and Miss Kathleen tell me what I want."

Sarah said: "That is the correct answer."

Sarah said: "Go upstairs and stand in the corner in the bedroom.
Mom and I will discuss this."

I said: "Yes ma'am." And curtseyed twice.

I waited a long time. I guess they had lots of wine to drink.
When Sarah came up, she seemed distracted. She undressed and as
an afterthought unlocked my handcuffs and told me to pick up her
clothes. Then as another afterthought she said I could get into
her bed.

I would have liked to know what they decided, but Sarah has
gotten so volatile that I was afraid I might get punished for
asking. I guess I'll be told if they want me to take the job and
I won't hear any more if they decide I won't take the job.

Sarah slid over and I ended up cuddling her. She said: "We're
going to have to figure out how you will get all your chores
done."

It sounded like I would accept the job; one idea to have more
time for chores is to reduce the time in the stocks and corners.

I said: "When will I start, Miss Sarah?"

She said: "On Monday, we can go together."

I'm beginning to get butterflies, I have so many questions, but
I don't want to be tiresome. I miss my old Sarah whom I would be
able to question endlessly.

Sarah said: "I'm glad you're not peppering me with lots of
questions. I'm so confused and conflicted about this."

I said: "Yes ma'am." So she would know I was listening.

She said: "Mom thinks it's a bad idea. She thinks you will
become difficult. I agree but Peggy nearly insisted; and I had
told her you would do what I told you to. So I'm committed."

I would like to give her a kiss, but I'm not allowed activity
that might be interpreted as an overture. But I think the
interpretation has to do with her mood. I have to wait for a
sign.

She said: "You are so perfectly trained now, I love being with
you, I feel so safe."

I said: "Thank you Miss Sarah."

Sarah started touching me. First her hand went to my thighs,
then she brushed the penis corset. I'm almost holding my breath.
My arms are around her and my hands could cup her breasts, but
I'm waiting.

Sarah said: "Will you still be my slave when you're back at
work?"

I said: "I'm so grateful to be your slave. You never have to
worry. I would be the loser not you, Miss Sarah."

Sarah said: "Would my slave like to please his mistress?"

I said: "Always Miss Sarah."

She said: "If you don't I will use the cane."

I said: "Yes ma'am," as I felt my head being pushed down under
the blanket where my mouth found her pussy.

Sarah doesn't worry about the mess we make on the sheet because
no matter how spent or tired she becomes from sex, her slave
will clean it up. If there's wetness, the slave will sleep there
and she will sleep on the other side. So Sarah's worries and
concerns were pushed aside with some loving oral sex from her
(husband) slave.

Morning came and I raced to the kitchen, raced back up, and with
love pouring out of my heart I helped my mistress get dressed. I
put the panties on her that I had washed and ironed, and the
matching brassiere, and her panty hose. She is so beautiful, I
felt lucky to be able to touch her and breathe in her aromas.

I could see the glisten in her eye and the way she was
swallowing that I was arousing her with my ministrations. But we
both knew there was no time.

If she would start saying something I could reply, and I wanted
to tell her how much love I had for her. But I'm not allowed
"overtures." Plus the required curtsy and the "miss" and "ma'am"
make me feel inferior. She is the mistress and I'm her subject.

My winning (so far) formula for her breakfast was fruit (any
kind, peeled, sliced, etc) and yoghurt (any kind) and granola
(any kind). Sometimes there is multiples of everything to choose
from, sometimes not so much.

She always loved it. She always laid a compliment on me and
sometimes hugs and kisses too. The food is so trivial but I
tried hard to get more varieties of fresh fruits and more
varieties of granolas, I shopped at several markets. They say
happiness is in the little things.

She said, "This is amazing, Jim."

I said: "Thank you Miss Sarah."

Sarah said: "Are you happy Jim?"

I said: "As long as I can please you and Miss Kathleen I will be
happy, ma'am."

Sarah got up and hugged me. Then she started crying. I said:
"I'm sorry I made you cry Miss Sarah."

She sobbed: "You didn't make me cry. I will always love you."

We just stood and hugged.

She said: "I have to go, get my coat and my purse."

I put her purse on my shoulder and helped her put on her coat,
then handed her the purse, opened the door for her, curtseyed
and she was gone.

Kathleen had become my "manager" in the sense that I proposed
what I needed to do in the way of chores and she approved my
plan after she changed it a little. (There was a certain
bitchiness to it, like why does it take that long to wash the
mirrors, etc). So I was looking forward to work with her to
rearrange my chores schedule since I was going back to work. Of
course it was not my 'place' to bring up the matter.

I cleaned up after Sarah, and took coffee to Kathleen. She was
awake, waiting for me. Without words, I helped her out bed,
placed her slippers on her feet and wrapped her in her robe. I
knelt at the toilet while she sipped some coffee.

Her choices for breakfast were more involved suiting a short
order cook. She could choose from omelets to pancakes with
everything in between. She wanted Jim's egg mc'muffins and
coffee. I couldn't gage her mood yet. I stood very still while
she ate.

Kathleen said: "Sarah was very lucky choosing someone who can
cook like you."

I said: "Thank you Miss Kathleen." I'm glad I didn't burn the
English muffins. I thought.

Kathleen said: "What are we going to do when you go to work?"

I said: "I will do what you tell me to do Miss Kathleen."

Kathleen said: "There will be so much less time."

I said: "We will have to have priorities."

Kathleen said: "Clean up, then bring the book into the family
room." Then Kathleen left still in slippers and bathrobe only. I
curtseyed when she left.

I entered the family room and curtseyed and got the book. I
kneeled down in front of Kathleen and I kept my gaze down.

Kathleen said: "On the last page of the book, write the header
PRIORITIES."

I did.

Kathleen said: "The first priority is discipline. Write it."

I said: "Yes ma'am."

And then there was a long list below that; vacuuming, bathrooms,
windows, trash removal, shopping, laundry, hand washing and
ironing Kathleen's and Sarah's underwear, food preparation,
bills, and investments. We ended up with numbers by each item.
Discipline was still number one.

Kathleen said: "Next we have to make a schedule. There will be
things you do every day and some things once a week and so on."

Kathleen said: "Maybe we can schedule a punishment time. If
there is no cause, we can credit it to you. Every Friday night
after dinner we will devote the rest of the evening to
correction."

I made a note on another page. Pretty soon every evening was
filled with an activity. On Monday nights I washed the ladies'
underwear. On Tuesday nights I ironed them. On other nights
there were the usual housekeeper's chores. Of course, I made
dinner and cleaned the kitchen every night.

If I sound like I'm complaining, I'm really not. Kathleen is a
very good organizer and I actually appreciate what she has done.
But she expressed a concept that if I'm not doing a chore, I
should be presenting myself to her for punishment, to be applied
to pay off transgressions or to be banked for future ones. And
what was frightening me was she was toying with the idea of how
many demerits could be banked if she spent the weekends
punishing me.

But immediately she had to get dressed.

She said: "Let's get dressed." Meaning I should come and help
her get dressed.

I said: "Yes ma'am." And we went to her bedroom. She sat down in
her chair and motioned to kneel in front of her. She said, "I'm
going to reward you for not looking up. You may start by kissing
my toes; you may even suck on them. You're a sweet boy."

After a few minutes she said: "You may work your way up, slowly
please."

I was in a certain frenzy sucking, licking and kissing her feet,
then her legs, she was completely naked except for the bathrobe,
and I wanted to kiss her whole body. When I was on her thighs
just above her knees, she took my head and guided me into her
pussy. By this time I was also aroused.

She squeezed her legs together and pulled my head further into
her, I almost suffocated but I didn't stop. She got really
excited; she lifted her self from the chair, writhed and
strained, I held her buttocks to hold on, finally she gasped and
relaxed back. My mouth and face had become glued to her by a
film of sweat, hers and mine. She relaxed her thighs and pushed
my head out of her pussy.

I inhaled deeply and I think she sighed.

I said: "Would Miss Kathleen care for a massage."

I had her lying on our massage table face down, a sheet over her
to keep her warm. I was kissing her extremities. I kissed her on
the backs of her legs, behind her knees, and I could tell she
was reacting to it. Then I rubbed in oil where I had been
kissing. This took a long time and she became very relaxed.

Then I bathed and dressed her, we didn't speak much; I guess we
were both thinking we would never have so much time alone again.
I found getting out her clothes and putting them on her was not
as stimulating as it had been only a month before. It was a
little tedious but I knew I would be punished for getting
anything wrong. So I paid attention.

I did the chores and it took a little longer than normal because
I was trying to be more thorough. In the future I wouldn't have
as much time, I vacuumed under furniture which I actually moved,
dusted in corners I had neglected, etc.

When I finished I reported to Kathleen. I curtseyed and said:
"I've completed the housekeeper chores, Miss Kathleen." I
remained standing.

She said: "You have taken longer than is necessary."

I said: "No ma'am, I was trying to do a more complete job."

She said: "You mean you weren't doing a complete job before?"

I said: "No ma'am, I have always done a complete job, but this
morning, I moved furniture, dusted the high corners and had to
get a step-stool, and all that took longer."

She said: "I think you were dawdling; get the book and kneel
down."

I said: "Yes ma'am." I got the book and knelt down at her feet.
I no longer hoped for mercy from her or any consideration for
the wild sex we had.

She said: "Write down lackadaisical work ethic."

I'm a good speller so I did but it was ridiculous because I had
worked really hard. I only said: "Yes ma'am." I'm not allowed to
argue.

She said: "I have to make sure that you work hard at all times.
Take off your clothes and go to the stocks and wait for me."

I said: "Yes ma'am." Curtseyed and departed. This was so unfair.

I stripped and fastened my ankles, and bent over and waited. I
had to wait for a long time.

She finally came in and said: "Have you been moving around while
you were waiting for me?"

I said: "No ma'am, hardly at all."

She pounced: "So you admit it, you did move, you're trying to
avoid punishment and are willing to lie!"

I said "No ma'am."

She fastened the top frame and said: "For your laziness I'm
giving you twenty strokes with the cat, but for lying you're
getting thirty with the strap, because that is more serious."

This was so unjust, but I was fastened helpless in the stocks,
she was in a mood to beat me and complaining would only add
arguing to my litany.

She said: "When you are being punished, there is no movement and
no talking. I have told you that before. You are a stubborn boy
but after the strap you may reconsider your rebellious
behavior."

She winds herself up into these messianic roles so that
sometimes she even convinces me that I need to be beaten. I've
learned that there is nothing I can do. Anything in my defense
gets used as evidence that either - my argument is just an
attempt to avoid punishment, or that I don't think my crime was
serious, or that I'm impugning her judgment.

The cat and the strap are fearsome instruments in their own
right, but what terrifies me is the attitude of the person
wielding the weapons. Both Sarah and Kathleen seem to convince
themselves that they have to beat me to prevent some awful
outcome. The reality is that I am much less lustful while
attending my ladies than I had been.

Kathleen fastened me nearly immobile, dressed like a strip
teaser, and then fondled my member which had become erect was
not evidence of lusting it was evidence of normalcy. But it
doesn't matter; I am going to be beaten because Kathleen wants
to. And I will thank her for each agonizing stroke. And
somewhere inside of me I'm happy with this arrangement. But that
won't make it hurt any less.

I had to wait a long time. I replayed all these thoughts and
hoped she would be gentle and thought that to be unlikely. I
hated screaming and crying and I was determined to bear it
stoically.

When Kathleen finally came in I had just resolved to take it
quietly. The first stroke of the cat changed all of that. I
screamed in agony and managed to thank her and count just in
time for the next one. It really hurt in many spots on my butt
and thighs and I could hear her making grunting noises. Again I
got the "thank you" and count out just in time. It felt like
pins were being pressed into my ass. I had forgotten how many I
was going to get, but I didn't miss the counting. After twenty
she left. I could feel the points where the cat struck as if
they were bleeding. If I was really bleeding, would she continue
with the strapping? I wondered.

At almost that moment she came in and put the strap in my mouth
and said: "If you drop it I'll give you extra strokes." And she
left. I guess that was my answer.

My mouth was getting very tired. The strap was very heavy, and I
was afraid to drop it. I realized it hurt so much because it was
so heavy. Saliva kept running out of my mouth because I couldn't
close it and a puddle formed on the base of the stocks.

Kathleen entered and took the strap from my mouth and wiped the
saliva from it. I really wished for it to be over. Then thwack!
I was hoarse but I managed: "Thank you Miss Kathleen that was
one."

If I could, I would have run away at that point. It hurt so much
and I couldn't stand it. I could hear Kathleen exert herself and
the thwack shook my immovable body and I managed a thank you
again. Very slowly this went on until I received thirty, and
once again I had completely lost it. I was sobbing and crying,
my eyes were filled with tears and my nose was running.
Kathleen's prescription for this was to leave me.

How can she be so mean? I helped her climax several times, I
gave her a massage, I bathed her and dressed her. And now she
has reduced me to a sniffling wreck. And left me here to suffer.

She finally came back with a towel and wiped my face.
She said: "Have you resolved to stop lusting?"

I said: "Yes ma'am."

"Do you think lying is a smart policy?" She taunted.

I said: "No ma'am."

"Do you think the strap has cured you of lying?"

I said: "Yes ma'am"

I had painfully learned to be attentive to her taunts because
she could beat me more or just leave me if she felt like it. I
couldn't do anything about it; I was totally in her power.

She said: "I would like to leave you here for longer, but I'm
getting hungry, and you have to fix lunch for me." She released
the top frame and the strap around my waist. And she left me to
release the ankle straps.

I found her sitting in the dining room reading the newspaper. I
curtseyed and said: "What may I get for Miss Kathleen?" I wanted
to add ma'am, and get on my knees. I was so afraid and so
desirous of this woman that my mouth felt dry and my stomach
felt hollow.

Kathleen said: "I feel like a Philly cheese-steak sandwich, but
first I want a glass of red wine."

I said: "One moment ma'am." I curtseyed and rushed out. I came
back with the left over merlot wine in a large wine glass, about
200ml. It was going to take a while to prepare her lunch. I had
to peel potatoes, defrost some meat, etc.

I finally got it ready, served it and stood still with a towel
while she ate it. She said that she liked it. She left the
table. I curtseyed. Then I cleared the table and washed the
dishes, and cleaned the kitchen.

I went into the family room where Kathleen was sitting and
curtseyed and I said: "May I get Miss Kathleen coffee or a cold
drink, or more wine?"

She said: "Bring the handcuffs."

I said: "Yes ma'am." And curtseyed and hurried to get them.

I brought them back curtseyed and knelt down and offered them to
her.

She said: "Strip off all your clothes."

There wasn't much, loafers, no socks, trousers and tee-shirt. It
was no accident, Kathleen had me stripping for punishment,
getting dressed and stripping again so often that she decreed no
socks, no underwear and no jewelry. Also I observed that if
clothes make the man then the lack of it un-makes the man.

She handcuffed my hands behind my back and told me to sit
against the sofa so we were facing each other.
She said: "Do you understand what we are doing here?"

I said: "Yes ma'am."

She said: "Tell me."

I said: "You and Sarah are indulging my sexual kinkiness. I am
not sure what you're getting in return. But I appreciate the
effort and the extraordinary expense in the case of Lucy and the
hair dressing class. I know it's all done because you love and
care for me. In return I'm trying to do as much for you as I
can. I love both you and Sarah beyond my ability to say."

She said: "Yes, you have it mostly right. What Sarah and I get
is a good man on our terms. You are very good, but in a certain
perverse way, the better you are, the harder it is for me to
oppress you adequately so you are our slave. Do you see that?"

I said: "Yes ma'am, I completely do. When you complement me for
cooking, I am pleased and forget that I didn't cook for my
pleasure. But I think the small things like the way I address
you and Sarah, and the curtsying and waiting on table while you
eat, has a very profound effect on our relationship."

She said: "Regardless of how talented and hard-working you are,
or even how good your attitude is, you must remain under our
very strict control. And the more you do and the more we
appreciate it, the more we have to punish you so that we will be
the dominant partner. That is my problem that I continually
struggle with. If I'm dependent on you then how can you be my
slave?"

I said: "Yes ma'am, I understand that. I think you are a
remarkable person and I fear you, respect you and love you. That
mix might be called worship. There is no solution to the
problem. What you have done is what men like me dream of. I
suffer from the other side of the problem. How can I be
respected if I'm your slave?"

She then hugged me. We stayed that way a long time. I was
handcuffed so I couldn't hug back but I was also naked so it
made the hug a little sexy.

She said: "We talked a lot here." She then turned me around and
removed the handcuffs.

She said: "Bring me a glass of wine."

I said: "Yes ma'am." I curtseyed and went to get the wine.

I poured her a little extra in a big wine glass.
I returned, curtseyed and handed over the wine.

She said: "Stand in the corner there, so I can enjoy looking at
you. I will enjoy the wine with that view. Maybe I will lust
after your body, do you like the idea of that?"

I said: "Yes ma'am." And I went to stand in the corner like a
child.

I knew from experience I would stand here a long nearly
unbearable time. And I'm nervous that I might move and she is
staring at me. I know I won't get away with it without further
suffering.

She said: "The other problem is that you are my daughter's
husband. What kind of depravity is it where a mother-in-law
seduces her son-in-law? What would Sarah say?"

I remember Sarah saying to her mom she could have me any way she
wanted. Facing the wall kind of suppressed my willingness to
intrude on Kathleen's thoughts. And I'm not willing to judge
others' behavior as deprave.

Kathleen said: "This is very good wine, where did you get it?"

I said: "It's a popular Merlot from the grocery store, Miss
Kathleen."

She said: "Do you have any more?"

I said: "Yes ma'am, may I serve you some."

She said: "No, no more talking. I will get it."

Too bad, I hate standing here, I thought.

Kathleen started touching me, my buttocks, my corseted penis,
and my chest. I tried not to move, then she pressed her clothed
body against my naked one. She took my arm and led me from the
corner. We went into her bedroom.

She put the two-thirds full wine glass on her night table then
took a key and removed my penis corset.

She said: "Take off my pants and skirt."

I said: "Yes ma'am." I took off her panties, then I unbuttoned
her skirt, it fell and she stepped out of it. I expected to put
my face in her pussy but she pulled me up to her and we kissed.
Then she pushed me onto the bed and then got on top of me.

I immediately thought about what to cook for dinner to keep from
exploding inside of her. It had been more than a few weeks since
I'd had any stimulation. I tried to relax but stay attentive. I
knew that the wine made her slow in coming and I had to last at
least that long. She was so sexy. I had those conflicting
concerns. I would do anything for this goddess, but I mustn't
come, yet.

She was getting carried away, and I was holding her breasts,
moving up and down, and finally she shuddered, and I exploded on
her next stroke and she collapsed on top of me. I rubbed her
back and we ended up cuddling.

She said: "Let's go to the bathroom and you can clean me up."

I said: "Yes ma'am." But I didn't feel like it. I used some
moistened towels, and put her panties back on. Then she fondled
me a little and finally said, "let's lock you back up."

Not only did she put the penis corset back on, but I was
handcuffed, she put the collar on and fastened me to the hook.

She said: "Now I can relax and enjoy my wine knowing that you
can't get into any mischief."

She said: "You may imagine that you're an animal that has been
used and now you have been returned to your hitching post. You
are a valuable beast. I used you and now you are tethered. I'm
enjoying this wine, and I may take a nap."

I'm not in the mood right after sex, but she is describing our
relationship exactly. I have to stand here and suffer. In my
mind's eye, she is sitting up on her bed, she has on black
panties and garter belt and gray stockings. And she is watching
me.

It was so quiet that I thought she had actually fallen asleep.
After what seemed like a very long time, Kathleen unsnapped me
from the hook, and led me by the snap to the chair, she pulled
me down over her lap.

She said: "Do you remember the first time I spanked you?"

I said: "Yes ma'am."

She said: "This will be much harder, and you will count and
thank me."

Before I could "yes ma'am" to her, a paddle exploded on my butt.

I managed to say: "Thank you Miss Kathleen that was one." The
next thwack came before I finished speaking, and I said: "Thank
you Miss Kathleen that was two."

She said: "No this is two." And then I got another Thwack. And
it continued that I was miss counting every other one, and even
consecutive ones. Finally I was at twenty but I probably got a
lot more. I was completely out of breath, and totally confused,
I was broken down.

Then she pulled me off her with the snap, and led me back to the
hook where she snapped me back onto the ring.
She said: "Think about how you will miss me."

Kathleen owns me. I worship her.

After a very long time, Kathleen removed the handcuffs and told
me to get dressed and get dinner ready.

I said: "Yes ma'am," and curtseyed. And got to work.


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May 1, 2010

slave penny's adventures

Date: Sat, 1 May 2010 18:52:32 +0000
From: penny slave


Hello Group,

I wish to relate to you some adventures that my Mistress has
planned for me tonight. To start let me preface by saying that
it has been a week since she allowed me release. As I write
this, my balls are swollen and hurting. If only I could stop
thinking about what's going to happen tonight!

Currently she is out shopping, and has said that if I get the
bathroom done, we MAY play games tonight. The game she has
planned requires me to stand up and entertain her by
masturbating while she relaxes with a glass of wine. If I hit
the bowl on the floor I will be rewarded.

The size of the bowl depends on her idea of my behavior over the
past week. It could be a mixing bowl, or it could be a dixie
cup. If I hit the bowl, I get to consume it mixed with some
wine. If I miss however, I must lick it off the floor. In
addition I will be beaten, and must spend the night in the
closet.

Although that excites me greatly, I'm sure it's very
uncomfortable, so I might wish to avoid it. I'd also like to
avoid the beating, as on Sunday I have 15 discipline strokes
(administered every week) and some punishment strokes scheduled.
A painful beating tonight will just make it worse tomorrow.

If anyone is interested, I will relate the events of tonight.

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