collared DOMestic old timer AtcherServis
Date: Fri, 21 Aug 2009 18:56:59 EDT
Hello from an old time member of DOMestic, as I recall it used
to be called.
I no sooner celebrated my 'collaring' by a Mistress I met on
DOMestic, who returned to 'claim' me after eight years away from
the BDSM scene, by giving her the correct addie to return to
this site than what do I see? Subbie games!
It is ALL I can do to service her twice a week without having
her read of all these 'demeaning', humiliating, degrading,
[don't get wrong ideas; 'service' is doing "whatever pleases
HER." Yes, there are some things she has me do that are sexual
in nature, not to be repeated here, T.Y. very much]
To make it worse, I've been negotiating to meet another
'couple', if that's the correct term, from LA whose Mistress is
very stern, I've been led to believe.
As I lay claim to being the oldest BDSM slave in SoCal [Southern
California,] a fact which my Mistress is proud to proclaim [she
is sensitive to my shortcomings due to my age, though I ask her
to please try whatever she'd like and I will code 'yellow' if I
have a problem,] I cannot see me competing in these salacious
games, thought up by perverts hard for me to believe occupy
places in the BDSM universe, however, I will try if asked by
Mistress and, who knows, I might surprise a few of you
[Please be advised ALL of the above about other members was
written 'tongue in cheek', a good resting place for a slave's
most valuable tool (LOL.) Also, I believe it's the LAST thing to
wear out on a man. (VEG).]
I am delighted to be back 'where I belong' and to be owned by
such a lovely lady. It took me long years to learn to say,
"Whatever pleases you, Mistress." We broke up years ago when I
was too ignorant to say those very words, which Mistress had
read in a book, and which she just wanted to hear me say.
I'd signed a contract giving her all those rights and I had my
'lawyer hat' on, one I've learned NOT to wear in any femdom's
presence. I learned the HARD way, by the way. But then I could
not understand why she didn't just accept the words in the
contract I'd drafted so carefully.
Last [do I hear sighs of relief?] Mistress found her copy of
DOMestic's CD on 'training a man' or whatever you call it. She
was about to lend it to me when I told her I'd prefer to be
surprised. [Really I feared losing sleep over some of the things
you advise a woman to do with her slave.]
In closing [this is REALLY it! Hear the trumpets?] I must say I
feel 20 years younger since Mistress took possession of me! And
I am convinced my ten years living a BDSM life has made me feel,
if not truly BE, 20 years younger than the 79 years of age I'll
have achieved this November.
Respectfully, S.A.M. also known as PapaHertz, though you may
recall me here as 'AtcherServis', not a nik, a promise!